INTRODUCTION

This beautiful collection of texts can bring something so deep to those who read them. 

You will see that they were taken from videos or live meetings that happened with Sarkhân. 

We try to make it as simple and straightforward as possible. If you pay attention, you can find many layers of wisdom and transformational suggestions that direct you to recognize, once and for all, your divine nature. 

I hope you find this helpful and insightful. The more open one is, the words that come from the deepest possible love will begin to grow within a pure heart and in no time the reality of the Self will reveal itself for enjoyment.

Humility, openness and the desire to remember one's true identity will be the fire that dissolves all limitations.

Break free from the jaws of time and space. 

Wake up and Roar!

1
ALL THE LOVE

"Discover all the love that you have always been and the immense infinite depth of who you have always really been. Not the limits that you thought you had or that you learned or gave yourself in relation to the dance that the individual has.

You have never had limits other than what you think you have.

Here everything you believe has to disappear, all your interpretations have to disappear, all your desires have to disappear, the one who believes, the one who desires, the one who interprets, the one who claims, the one who positions himself, is the one you have to realize that it was never you.

And automatically there is something that is not new… something arises.

It's like… natural, it has always been there. You have always been That.

Imagine that you are going to dive into the sea, and you come out of the dive, come out and breathe as you normally do… it's not like: 'ughhhh this is the first time I discover air', or: 'I missed the air for many years', or : 'where were you air, all my life you left me alone.' 

Nope! You don't even think about it. Because it is impossible to contemplate something like that. 

That is why when it becomes clear, when the lie falls away and that which has always been there, that which You Are is shown or also it is as That which Is. So there is no new sensation.

Why do I say this?
 
Because there can be no notion of searching either, of trying, of achieving, because that means new, there is something new here, your nature is not new, it cannot be something that arises and suddenly is gone.
 
That's why it's so hard to talk about this.
 
And yet, I point to something, it resonates with something, I show something, something is taught, something is received, something is obtained or smelled or felt… there is something going on; the illusion is collapsing, the beliefs are collapsing, they are collapsing or it is showing where the construction of the false is and that in itself is Freeing."

- Sarkhân

Spanish Satsang of October 01, 2022

2
STOP FLOWING

"Let's look at it another way:

Acceptance is taught in many places. Accept, flow… right?

Do not judge, allow, flow, like the river, and that is valid, for those who believe they are a river, for those who believe they are individuals, for those who believe they are little parts that are going to merge at some point with the whole, that's valid.

There are many dances.

Here is nothing like that, here you are either the Ocean or you are the Ocean.

There is no other way. 

Here you are not the river that is going to merge with the ocean, you are not a droplet that is going to merge with the ocean, here you are not a part of the whole, that does not exist here, here you are the ocean, you are already the Ocean. 

And therefore, from the point of view of the Ocean you cannot allow it to be suggested that you are a river, that at some point you is going to flow into the ocean, you do not allow it, you do not accept it, so here it is different, here and now we are going to teach: 'non-acceptance'. 

Why would you accept that you have limits?

Why are you going to accept that you are part of the whole?

Why are you going to accept that you are a droplet in relation to the ocean?

Why? 

If your nature is Royalty, magnanimous, immense, beautiful. 

Why would you accept anything less than that? 

Here, now, is the 'non-acceptance'. 

Period. 

Why would you want to flow and allow? 

So that…? 

Who? 

Of course, if you are a drop of water, keep allowing, keep flowing, let yourself go... 

If you are a river, perfect! It flows… doesn't it? 

But I am not going to treat you like a river, nor am I going to treat you like a droplet, I am going to treat you like the Ocean that You are.

And from that point of view I suggest you not accept that you are a river, or a part of it, then this becomes interesting, don't you think?

If there are moments where you think you are a droplet, perfect, play with allowing, flowing, etc.

But I can assure you that you are not a droplet, it has never been like that. It will never be like this.

Then explore the opposite.

The ‘non-acceptance’, the ‘non-flow’, why should I flow if I already Am?

Only something that flows is in motion, who says that you are in motion?

 When are you not still? 

When have you never been less than still? 

Stillness itself. 

Flow means movement. 

Who says that you have moved? 

Who says that you move? 

Who says there is movement for you?

There is only movement for what flows, for what flows, who says or proposes that you flow?
 
Who says that you move?
 
Who says that you can be from one place moving to another?
 
That is for a river, for the river.

For the river, of course, there is movement, there is non-stillness, there is continuity, but you are not a river, you are the Ocean.

Totally solid in itself, present to himself.

Still, silent, deep within itself, then where is the flow?

Where is the ‘being’?

Where is the ‘staying’?

Something that no longer needs to validate all those qualities as if it had to happen to you.

So, let's leave the game of the river and the droplets of water, since there is already enough out there of that.

Let's play that we are not droplets of water. Let's play that we are not a river.

We are going to play that the possibility of flowing into the ocean does not exist for us, that does not exist in us, it has never existed.

Flowing into the ocean means:
 
'Things have to be made clear to me, this has to happen, I have experienced myself like this, this is happening, I am going to achieve this, I have not achieved this, I become conscious, I become unconscious... because it implies a self, a self that is a droplet, and that is ego.'

And there are bigger egos that believe that are the river itself, just as there are much fatter egos that believe that they are the ocean itself.

Because there is something that implies with something else.

But well, something else is in terms of the example, then, there is a self that defines itself with experiences, thoughts, achievements, clarities, desires, here and there.

An 'I' in relation to something else.

That 'I' perceives time, space, consciousness, intellect, concept, name, form, you and me, multiplicity, gender, self-definition, relates to things, me and something else, me and time, me and people, me and humanity, me and the air, me and nature, me and something, me and the sun, me and my children, me and my history, me and my past, me and my pains, me and my shortcomings, me and my talents, me and something else, me and my silence, me in silence, me and only silence, me and stillness, me and emptiness, empty of me, only emptiness exists, only Being exists, me defining Being from another aspect, from a being perceiving and defining another being, me and something...

Me and something in the most subtle and abstract levels and difficult to understand as duality, that is for the river, subtly flowing into the ocean, that river, those drops, those processes, require methods, techniques, practices, healing, perpetuation, a play, train the mind, destroy the mind, break the illusion, discover enlightenment, all these things happen in the river, because something is missing, something has to happen, there is a lack of something, there is a desire for something somewhere… the good thing is that here we are not playing at being a river or at being droplets or processes or anything.

Here we do not play with the now, or with yesterday, or with tomorrow.

In fact, we don't even play with consciousness and that's interesting.

What is That then if we crumble, if we open up, if we dissect and remove everything that I have name, you remove it, you remove it, you remove it.

Time, space, here, now, try, I, river, take it off, take it off, take it off, take it off, take it off…. 

You remove the one who witnesses, the one who observes, the one who realizes, the conscious one, the one who is aware of, the one who sees names, the one who attributes himself everything, the one who tries, and suddenly you break into something like this, crack! creation, and you break it at the point where you can go deeper, you crumble it, and you break it and you see what is on the other side... that is when you break consciousness, because this is the one that realizes... of something, and that's what we're talking about, that after the crack, That's not a river, that's not water, That's the Ocean itself. 

And That is You.”

- Sarkhan
 
Spanish Satsang excerpt from October 15, 2022.

3
WITHOUT EXISTING

"At what point is your nature not Supreme Emptiness or Complete Void?
 
And that's where a little light bulb has to come on, just like the little light, just like: a click! Because there is not a moment where it is not like this.
 
It is when you believe that you are something different from what You Are, from what You Really Are that the fantasy of the self begins: still-not still, present-not present, of clear-not clear, resting-not resting... all of that, and in that begins a fantasy that, in a second, can become reality.
 
But there is not a moment where You are not simply That which has always been, this has always been this way... it is always this way.
 
Despite the phenomena or appearances that happen or that are born from you, that does not imply or mean that these are You.
 
But it is very important to have that curiosity, at what point do you think you are someone? And, at what point do you think something changes or happens, or what does it have to do with you?
 
For example:
 
One says: "I am still."

At what point do you apply stillness or its definition as something that attributes to you? In what context?

How?
What is the story?
How do you justify it?
How do you make sense of it to validate that you "are still"?
In relation to what?
When there is movement?
When you think you'll be moving?
When you think movement exists?
When you think the absence of movement exists?
So, stillness happens?
How do you define stillness?
How do you relate to stillness?
How do you know it is stillness?
How do you know something exists?... Unless someone is there!

And for all this to happen, there has to be someone first, and that someone, first has to exist, "I exist". So, I experience silence-noise, thoughts, realizing-not realizing, I'm silent-I'm not silent, I'm drifting off- I'm coming back, I'm aware-I'm not aware, it's easy or it's just that everything is...
 
In other words, there has to be someone who first exists, who experiences or relates to or self-validates how ‘I’ exists… ‘I am’, ‘I am’… so that everything else can happen, obviously, because if there is ‘no existing’, everything else cannot happen. There can be no recognition of stillness or silence or anything else.
 
The question then is the following: What happens if I remove the experience of existing? Of self-recognition?

Because that is what brings the game of multiplicity, Consciousness, being aware of it, because if you are not aware, how do you realize that there is multiplicity or oneness? 

Or me? 
Or you? 
Or that? 
Or definitions? 
Or concepts? 
Or here? 
Or there? 

How do you know?... Unless there is someone there who first exists. 

And that is the question, what happens if 'that' someone who according to you exists disappears? 

Who is THAT one left, when existence is not even implied in our conversation or in your own direct experience? 

What is That that is there? 
What or Who is That? 

And that is what you have to discover. 

What are You?... What have You always been?

Something free!

Something that is not subject to change, something that does not go through phenomenal processes, something that cannot be attributed any quality, any phenomenon of any kind, something that exists without the need to realize that it exists, something that cannot be qualified, find, experience, named, feel, discover.

THAT ONE is YOU!"

- Sarkhan
 
Spanish Satsang October 15, 2022

4
DEFINING

"Only someone who doesn't know who he is defines his life in terms of happiness, joy, love, and all those things. Because he has to define it, he has to give meaning to the I, to sustain his own false identity, because if you take away everything, what do you stay with?
 
What happens if you remove love, happiness, I'm a good person, I'm cute, I have these talents...?, and you start removing all those labels of self-affirmation and your relationship with the world.
 
How do you define yourself?
How do you know that the world exists?... Unless you name, conceptualize and catalog and relate to something.
 
But what happens if you remove all of that?
 
You undress, you undress and you undress... and if you keep removing clothing, clothing, clothing, clothing... there comes a point where the ego, the I, cannot remain alone, and at that moment it disappears what remains is the Self. "
 
- Sarkhan
 
Spanish Satsang October 15, 2022

5
THE FIRE OF LOVE – 1st Part

"THAT, That Which Is, is your true SELF.
 
Now the question is:
 At what point have you never been you, your true Self?
 
Because one will say:
"I just don't realize it or aware of this"...
 
And who says you have to be aware?
 
"I just don't recognize him"...
At what point do you have to recognize it?
 
At what point do you think there has been a lack in you? A lack?
Or something that… Something missing?
 
Lack of clarity? Lack of recognition?

What is missing?
 
And there you have to trace where the little lie begins.
 
For whom?
Who?
Who suggests that lie that according to you, you lack something?
Or that you need something?
Or that you require something to happen?

But it's up to you to discover it, in your own way, with your way. There are things that help, there are things that shorten - to put it one way - "the sentence".
 
The sentence of believing that you are an individual. With faults, shortcomings, stories, past, future, that you are fragmented, divided, that you are... I don't know... having a human experience -which is a fantasy-.
 
That according to you are a human -that's a fantasy-.
 
Or that you are a spiritual being - that too is a fantasy.
 
If you are the whole, part of the whole, what do you think? Also, a fantasy.
 
If you experience one with creation, what do you believe? Fantasy.
 
Simple.
 
But it is up to you not to accept the ‘I’, nor the ‘I-amness’, nor the ‘I am’, nor ‘I exist’, nor ‘this’, nor ‘that’ as if it were You, or as if it were true, or as if it were reality.
 
Any naming, any definition, any conclusion of any kind, is a limitation.
 
And the question is:

What can you do on your part to make sure you get the most out of the gift of being alive? And reconnect with your true Being, with the Self, with the reality of the Self?
 
Every moment, every action, every intention should be directed towards it.

Let that be the basis of everything.
 
For this, an excessively intense fire of devotion and love for God, for life, for yourself, for the Self, for the One, for the Self is required. To the creator, to God, whatever you want to call him, there must be a … unwavering disposition to everything, without stopping, a devotion and a love and a dedication, that is rare to find, towards your own heart, towards your own Being.
 
Not sometimes yes, not sometimes no… give yourself, give up yourself TOTALLY. Towards the self-recognition of who you have always been.
 
This can't be, ehhh!… How do you say it? I don't know, I can translate it for several countries that are here, right? But... 'halfway, no!'.
 
It has to be a very intense fire, not at medium temperature.
 
Obedience, closeness, clarity, search, surrender, openness, towards yourself, inside.
 
But how do you know?
 
That's what makes this really interesting, because how do you know where you think you are?

Because I can assure you, where you think you are, you are not where you think you are.
 
How do you make sure you don't fall into more traps and traps that the illusion continues self… well, self-creating, self-validating on very subtle, very subtle levels?

How do you make sure? How do you make sure? That whatever is happening is not just another trick.

Isn't what is going to happen tomorrow just another trick?

That will depend on your fire.

Your fire is what will incinerate any subtle trap that could come along.

But how do you figure out what your fire is?

That's the other one.

It is an interesting topic. Because many believe that their fire is their passion, their inspiration, their clarity, their devotion and they are also confused. It's not about this either. 

Absolute surrender to the Self, to discover that the Self takes you by the hand, to His own vision, to His own point of view, to His own reality, to make you His own. 

But, if we constantly believe that we are doing that, and do the opposite without realizing it! How do you make sure you're doing it?

Absolute silence, surrender, expose yourself, that is what true Teachers are for, that is what true Teachings are for.

Oh well; here comes the next question:

How do you make sure you are "in front of" or "exposed to"? 

And that is complicated. That is very complicated.

Because there are times that what apparently is not, is. And apparently what it is, it is not.

How do you figure this out?

How do you do it?

It will depend on your fire, your disposition, your discipline, your surrender, your giving, your helping, your serving.

There is nothing more important than the Self and there are no secondary things to That.

Let that be the platform to all.

Is it to ignore life or your responsibilities?

Nope.

Is more about from where do you do it?

What are your primordial, primary intentions, in the midst of this game, in the midst of your dance.

You are here to wake up, don't take no for an answer!

Don't accept no!

Surrender as if the Yes has already been given.
 
Go figure!
 
How would your life be like if awakening existed - just to put it in perspective - and the yes has already been given to you.
 
You have been given the yes.
 
So, you wouldn't accept no as a proposition, would you?
 
If you knew that awakening, union, and all that is already given, whatever is proposed: No, after a while, tomorrow, when this happens, when you stop doing this, when you practice this, when you heal this… that implies a 'no', then you would laugh, because it is already given.
 
So, if anything is proposed to that which is already given: tomorrow, it means that it has not been given to you right now, it is not being given to you right now, and you, with discernment and discrimination, completely reject any proposal that tells you that according to tomorrow, according to today, depending on the time or depending on whether it has to be seen in a certain way, or something has to happen, you don't accept that for yourself."

- Sarkhan

Spanish Meeting of October 15, 2022.

6
THE FIRE OF LOVE – 2nd Part

“Here it is to hold that fire.
 
Hold on being fire.
 
Let all limitation burn away.
 
Hold on!
Hold on!
Hold on!
 
Preferences?
Do not pay attention.
 
Interpretations?
Do not pay attention.
 
Assumptions?
Do not pay attention.
 
Intentions?
Do not pay attention.

Hold on, stay here!
 
That something tells you:
Here-tomorrow-after a while?
Pay no attention.

I'm clear-I'm not clear...
Pay no attention.

I agree-I disagree...
Pay no attention.

Here.

Hold on.

Silence.

Empty.

Presence.

And you let everything burn, let everything be.

And the invitation is as follows:
The One who is here with me right now listening, That One has no limits.

Experience yourself being That which has no limits. 

Energetically, existentially, You have no limits.

You are not contained in the body.

Not in space.ç
 
It's up to you to hold on.

It's your own fire!

After all, it is your own fire. Your own presence, your own teaching. 

You Are always! 

What makes it easy is: 
Stay here. 
Silent. 
Quiet. 
Attentive. 
No more to it. 
Without doing anything. 

When a do arises: 
What for? 
Why? 

Any type of spiritual concept: 
What for? 
Why?"

- Sarkhan
 
Monthly meeting of the 15 of October in Spanish

7
UNITY DOESN’T EXISTS – 1st Part

"What confuses oneself (or apparently confuses) is this notion of the I-self: I exist, I am, I am, I live, I experience, I see, I notice, I was, I will be, I discover, I want, I do not want, I let go, I rest... all these things are confusion, It is fantasy, it is the fog that prevents you from seeing that there is only the Self and there is absolutely nothing else than That."

- - -

"For you to discover your true nature and for the lie to fall and the fantasy to go away forever, you have to completely dilute that mental, psychological, sensory label that you have assigned to yourself as if it were you, and that marks you and promulgates a self-definition.

That has to go away yes or yes. And it has to collapse, if not, the reality of Being will never be able to be seen as the only reality. 

That ego hides in the least expected place, it hides quite well! But the last place where people do not turn to see, which is in the last place, its secret hiding place, is in the experience of I am and I exist. In the sensation of your existence. That is the last place where it hides, the last of the limits that you have imposed upon yourself.

 Here it is very simple and we go straight to the point, we do not waste time, why go around in circles? If once and for all the confusion can be broken, and you will realize that you have always been free, in a certain way you have always awake and full.

You will notice that it was always a small cosmic dream where you believed something that something applied to you.

And everything we do here is related to your identity, everything is related to who you really are.

The key question is:
Who am I?
Who is That one who is really here?

Because in general, you hold something that you believe to be, and that is the self-definition that you bring to this game, which is defined in terms of history, experience, notions, desires, longings, bodily experiences, unfinished desires, aspirations, etc. 

That range of things define you... where you are, your story, where you're coming from, where you're going, who you are… all of that. I can assure you that you are not none of those things. 

In your Totality you are not that, that is not the totality of you, it is in your partiality, an infinitesimal part of your Infinity. But we believe that part defines us completely, and that is a lie, nothing can define you. 

So, that's why the only interest that I have here, and I know that those who are present is the same, my interest for you is You. Who are You? 

I'm only interested in You. I'm not interested in anything else.

My only relationship, my only focus, my only constant task is to be in your presence, to connect with You, to love You, to listen to You, to see You, to know You, but who you really are, not that ghost that you have believed to be, that believes that it has limits, shortcomings, insufficiencies, needs, attachments, stories, that's not you.

That is the fantasy of the game trying to shape your perspective. Your perspective is untouchable, unchangeable. So, constantly my only intention to spend time with you or with You, in the most intimate way possible, is for you to discover yourself, to see yourself as the One who cannot be defined by anything, who has no name, who has no form, who cannot be molded, who has never been molded and who has never lost his royalty, his divinity, in life! It is impossible, you have never been, not been the Self itself.

And this space is about respect and honor and something sacred about who you are. Constantly here you will see me, and the rest of us, we are in this place where there is a constant reverence before You for who you are, not who you think you are.

The one you think you are will be very uncomfortable being here, the one you think you are, the pure ego is going to flee, it is going to set up obstacles, it is going to put up defenses, in some cases it is going to flee and it is going to leave forever, because it has won. Because it will never endure the presence of the fire of Being, of the divine, because it will burn all limitations and ultimately the final invitation is to burn your false identity.

Not everyone can stand that fire. 

That intensity of self-discovery, of self-love, of closeness, of beauty, there is no more heroic act than that you remain Being without self-definition and always be exposed to something that drives, increases the fire of that self-discovery.

This space is for You, it is for you, it is for us. It is to discover how the Being wants to express itself in pure Love. At no time will it allow you to accept that you have limits of any kind. It wants all the Love, and all the freedom, and all that is sacred, and beautiful and greatness for you on all levels.

The Self is not going to accept that you have limits, now it is up to you that you do not accept the same."

- - -

“The less you get involved, the less “I” there is, the clearer it is.
 
Any attempt is a waste of time, any attempt, any try, any doing goes against what I am saying.
 
And this is a bit of an invitation, as I was saying a while ago, it's very simple! But it's radical.
 
Why is it radical?
 
Because it will constantly go to penetrate all those places that propose, and that say, and that promote that there is something that is not only the Self-Existing Absolute.
 
Any proposal... the highest Truth will never accept any proposal, because it implies that there are two things, here the invitation is constantly for you to realize that only One thing has always, always, always existed and never That only thing has had parts of any kind.

And since She's never had any parts, She can't see anything, not even herself! Because to see herself she would need an object of perception that would bounce light in order to see herself reflected in something.

That is called the notion or concept of a mirror. 

Only someone who lives in duality or confusion, or in the ego, or in illusion needs a mirror, but that is where the little ghost is challenged.

Who is that who has lived in the illusion? Who is and that accordingly needs a mirror? Who is that one that needs to see?
 
And that is the one that when disappears, his perspective, his fantasy and his reality are irrelevant. Because it looks like something that never existed and that it was just a dream, or a delusion or a fantasy, however you want to see it.
 
Here it is constantly bringing you back to the root of the root, of the root, of the root of where You really are.
 
Anything you do takes you outside, in a fantasy where it is very difficult to get out, the game of consciousness, the game of the senses, the game of perspective, perception, intuition (inclusive). All these things have to do with objects of perception, with understanding... understanding continues to be a game of perception, of mental, intellectual, conceptual understanding, in relation to something, here the Absolute cannot be related to anything!
 
So, any time you're exploring something in relation to something, pure fantasy, pure duality.
 
The Absolute will never accept something other than Itself.
 
That's why the game is so fascinating here in its maximum simplicity.
 
You are given the simplest thing in the entire universe, the simplest thing that is: Just Be without self-definition.

Stay Being without realizing that you are, without the need that you are, without using consciousness to recognize that you are.

This is how simple the game is and how pure this game is.
 
Because That, the true Self, your true Being, who You really are, has never had a limitation or a lack. So, you don't need anything at all.
 
It does not need to be aware, it does not need to wake up, it has never been asleep or awake, it transcends everything, it goes beyond everything, it is more infinite than Infinity itself. And that's what's fascinating, it's so beautiful and so pure and so beautiful the completeness and perfection of your nature that anything you add disturbs.
 
And it drastically disturbs It.”

- Sarkhân 

Spanish Satsang December 1 - “Unity Does Not Exist”

8
UNITY DOESN’T EXISTS – 2nd Part

“If you want to wake up you are going to have to get closer to the fire, more and more and more.

If you really want to know who you are, because that is awakening, so all those little things that prevent you from seeing your unlimited nature, you have to realize that they have no existence before your naturalness, your being, your presence.

Here we only explore and its about Emptiness, Absolute Non-partial Emptiness. Here is how much of 'I' I do not pay attention to, how many beliefs, ideas, stories, how can I put them aside and allow only one thing to exist now: my essence, my existence.

And you realize that That which in essence Is and that Is-ness is That which Exists. That one does not have any difference with Being (with the true Self) with Love, with the Source of everything, there is no difference, there has never been separation, there has never been distinction, and That is You.

The rest is simply a dream that you believed, that you believed in relationship that according to something has to do with you. And that is the search of many, because they believed the dream, they believed in the fantasy of the 'I', they believed in the fantasy of that little ghost, and because we believed it we fell into the trap, into one of the biggest traps, where we are like this: ‘with the rope around our necks’, and we don't realize that we are puppets of creation.

Until something comes inside of us that says: 
'Enough! Here I can live in a different way? 
There are certain questions or intrigues or unknowns that my heart has and that I have to look for and find.'

And you start a path of ever greater depth, deeper, deeper, many go through different paths or stages of self-discovery, their consciousness matures, their experience blossoms, your experience of your existence or your purpose for living is much clearer, more inspiring. 

There are some areas that are still a little confusing, but your inner well-being is emerging from the inside out, your clarity is from the inside out, it is not so much from the outside in anymore, your intuition is setting the tone, your heart is leading the way, when before the same, life, loved ones were leading the way, now your heart is leading the way, your concerns, your deepest desires, your desires to discover a different reality, to experience yourself in a different way, all of this it is setting the tone for what decisions you are making and are going to make and where they are going to take you.

And in that, greater truth is presented, other unknowns are presented, but something is becoming clear, something is becoming clearer, something is saying: ‘it is this way, it is this way’. And what does it mean is it this way? Inside. That's the way, inside, into, in.
 
And there comes a point where the path is a trap, where the inside is a trap, but that is already for very advanced people in terms of self-discovery, because you start to run into internal experiences that are very difficult to perceive, which is ego, very difficult to perceive which is duality, and it is very difficult to perceive from the fantasy that the illusion is constantly perpetuating itself in its self-design of creating tricks and tricks and tricks, so at one point the deepest part of you to say:

'Stop!
I have to know who I am!
I have to really know in direct experience where I come from, what is my true essence, not what I learned through my loved ones or from society.’

That is a beautiful learning, they are incredible experiences but they do not help, they do not empower and they do not challenge and they do not make you investigate, they do not penetrate to the depths of your heart to solve the mystery of your existence. 

There is only one thing that can solve the mystery of your experience, it is that you discover the One who created you. 

When you discover the One who created you, you will discover that there has never been a difference between the created (the created object) and the intention of the Creator.

It has always been the same. 

But it is up to you if you want to go so deep to discover the reality of who you are and not the fantasy that you have believed from all your surroundings.

- - -

“Everything that happens has something quite crazy, which is trying to confuse you, challenging you to the core, so that at some point you say:

'Stop! I need to know! I want to know!

And if you really want to know, you get here.'

If you really want to discover once and for all, your heart, your love, your depth, you come to this.

And here comes something interesting, the invitation is so drastic that everything you have experienced is useless to you now.

Everything you are constantly exposed to is of no use to you.

There must be an emptiness so deep, so strong, that you undress to such a degree that existence, the Self takes you, devours you, embraces you, cares for you, makes you its own.

Now, do you want the Self to make you his? Or are you going to want to continue perpetuating your false self by running away from that possibility?

Here is another invitation as well:

‘How open can I be? How empty can I be? How much of everything I did or claimed as mine do I release it, let it go, I do not claim it, I do not appropriate it, I don’t make it my own.’

Absolutely everything and an Absolute Surrender to the total mystery of the unseen, of the unknown, of that which cannot be found.

Any attempt you have to understand, I can assure you that you will not understand. It is the absence of the one who wants to understand that understanding arises from what I am talking about, at a purer level.

Everything, absolutely everything that is not exploring the Absolute without an object of perception is fantasy.

And it will always end in duality, in confusion and in traps.

This is why it is awarded or named the Absolute, because it is Absolute, it is not democratic. Otherwise it would be called the Democratic one and it is not.

The Self exists alone, with itself, infinitely playing with itself, without parts, and that is You.

I am not talking about solitude, I am talking about something unique, where there is nothing else but That and what is closest to its nature and which is not is the Absolute Void.”

- - -

"Everything brought you here, some do not believe it to be so, but everything, absolutely everything, what you have been through, what you have experienced, has brought you here.

But what does it mean that It bring you here?

And I'm not just talking about this moment where we are gathered here in a way. I don't know, connected to the internet? - but at the same time yes, what is it that brought me?, what prompted me? What is this impulse of energy, of vitality, of curiosity, that brings me here? What is That? Where? Why? What is the invitation? What is being shown? What do you want me to discover? How do I want to discover myself in this?

And it's up to you how deep you want to go.

How much do you want to discover That which governs, which moves, which dictates existence itself?

What are those pure intentions of the deepest love for its own delight? What is revealed? What is clarified? What is shown as true? What is shown as a lie to be true and that is revealed to be a lie now?

If you feel like it this game will be fascinating, sometimes crazy, sometimes mysterious, sometimes intense, but it will be pfff... every cell of your being will vibrate with excitement because they are finally meeting the essence of who created them.

The intention, the impulse from where the reason for our true existence arises, the mystery of living, of creation, of its love, of its pfff! … bizarre aspects, everything.

Getting to the Source of everything.

When I discovered this, all the cells of my body screamed with joy and I began to cry like a baby, because my entire Being, everything, everything, absolutely my entire Being was finally aligned, in agreement with the depths of Himself.

It was no longer a partial experience, sometimes yes, sometimes no, sometimes clear, sometimes not clear, finally everything lined up, everything lined up.

And another game came, of course!, but everything lined up.

And the veil was torn, the lie fell.

And the lie is that I simply believed that something in front of me was me.

Who you are will never be an object of perception, the Self will never be an object of exploration, it is impossible to say: 

'I am playing in the reality of Being', it is impossible. 
It is impossible to say 'I have discovered the Self'. 
It's impossible to say 'I'm playing with this', it's impossible. 

The Self will never be an object that you can access or leave or attend to or forget or become conscious or unconscious of. 

He will never be an object of perception. 

The Self is that witness to everything, who does not even know that he is a witness, does not even recognize himself as a witness and transcends the witness himself. 

And the closest thing, and it doesn't even reveal or reflect the reality of the Absolute, is that it doesn't even... that is, it's more in terms of 'I am That', the 'I am' doesn't even exist, and 'That' doesn't even exist. but it is what points to or approaches as close as possible to the experience of existing.

Absolute emptiness, without the perception that emptiness exists. Not even that the Absolute exists, they are simply concepts that point to something that is impossible to describe or name.

Nor is consciousness.
Not even realizing is.
Nor is the recognition of something.
Nor the notion that something exists is.
Not even the… I don't know… the naturalness of existing isn't even.

They are simply references that point to something that words cannot describe, none, and yet You Are That.

Nothing exists and yet You exist. 
Nothing is and yet You are. 

That's how crazy this cosmic tongue twister is, and for you to access it and discover your true essence, everything has to disappear. 

Everything, absolutely everything."

- - -

"This light of lights that I tell you is simply shared from heart to heart, so that you realize that you have always been that same Light.

The only way to transmit it is from one awakened heart to another awakened heart. To a sleeping heart it is nothing more than the inspiration to start to get out of that dream.

It is up to you how as deep as you want to go. How much self-recognition you want to explore and that is related to how empty, how empty of everything you have to be. 

How can one want to know who he is? And with all his desire to get to know who he really is? 

May this desire to really know who You are be so intense that there is no other desire more important than that -as a priority-."

- Sarkhân

Spanish Satsang "Unity Does Not Exist" - December 01, 2022

9
UNITY DOESN’T EXISTS – 3rd Part 

“The highest truth cannot be discovered simply, just like that in a book, The easiest way is to find an environment, people or someone who really helps you and enlightens you because it's a very crazy game, well, very crazy. So, here, apart from that, -that's why I want to separate the two things-, the wishes of going to eat a pizza, with your family, with your friend, it's great! Live life, enjoy it, in its simplicity, in its... however you want! That's up to you how to have fun.

There are many things in life that you don't know that you can learn, sure.

But I say, the inner game here is the one that is hard to find out there, and the intensity of the depth of the inner game is hard to find out there. Because out there they are always going to give answers or they are going to propose or give you something that accommodates your limitations or the context where you find yourself. 

And the highest truth is never going to make you comfortable in the context where you are, the highest truth is going to take you to the highest truth. And the higher truth will always challenge lower truths, that's how it is.

So, in that internal game, something that helps a lot is that desire to find the depth of your true Being, which is, internally, there is nothing more important than that. And that it is intense, and that your life goes according to that. Your decisions go according to that.

May this discovery be from the inside out, and may it come with the desire, the impulse, the intention, of: I want to discover! Whatever it looks like, with openness, willingness, dedication, play, whatever it looks like, you want to create it for yourself! 

But it has to be very intense where: it's because I come here to wake up yes or yes!, no matter how long it takes me!, I don't care to go through what I have to go through!

And it's fascinating because life becomes very simple, when surrender to love (of this kind of love), when there is surrender to that kind of love, life becomes simpler, more fluid, more harmonious. Because the platform from which you are living is the most important of all, which is to discover your existence or that inner game, and from that platform play how you want to play.
 
But that desire has to be quite clear, because if you want other things... pure distractions!, -but I say, get clear and make the distinction- there is nothing wrong with wanting a life, I don't know, with your family, go to eat, -I don't speak about that, that's fine-, the thing is from where?, what is the platform?, from where do you play?, from where do you explore?, from where do you see?, from whose eyes do you see the world? From those eyes that are lost in notions, judgments, interpretations and bad conclusions? Or from eyes that are sharper in terms of seeing life clearly, with presence, with love, with purpose, with fluidity, with harmony? That sometimes everything is very bizarre? sure! but the look is still clear.

So that desire intensifies the more one connects, allows oneself to connect, allows oneself to let go, and when the desire is very intense, that desire will incinerate any other desire, because nothing will be enough."

- Sarkhan / Spanish Satsang "Unity Does Not Exist" - December 01, 2022

10
THE IMPULSE

"In the school, or in the activities that we do, or the moments where I spend quality time with you, in another way, not just online, the only focus is how we can simplify the game, the direction, or the naturalness of your existence, and that the fantasy falls by itself without you doing anything.

That is why the invitation to do nothing is powerful, now is, how can we amplify that message of doing nothing to a degree that is absolutely everything, encompassing and that completely challenges your existence. That is the final adventure, where your very existence is going to be challenged, and when your existence is challenged and you are willing not to support it, not to validate it, it will disappear and it will be the existence of the Absolute that has always been the Witness of Everything and not the individual who apparently is the only thing that is real. 

It is the gift that we all have here to explore, a divine game, of love, of closeness, and a depth so vast, so vast, so vast that your consciousness could not even encompass it, but your Existence can.

It is up to you to value that internal impulse that brought you here, to discover why it brought you here, what is happening in your perspective, what is emerging from the depths of your Being, what is the invitation. Honor and be grateful for that unique gift that you are giving to yourself, which is to discover yourself, to know who you really are.
 

And live accordingly and be consistent with that, be aligned within you, with your Being, not with the fantasy that your mind has imposed on you and that you have believed and accepted."

- Sarkhan
 
Satsang December 2022

11
NOTHING CAN BE NAMED

“Who is the one that says that the body is a body and what about that one who says that is or that is not the Self?
 
The body does not say that, the body does not have the ability to interpret who it is and who it is not, the body as such does not even know that it exists, so if it does not even know that it exists, how can it define whether or not it is?
 
It simply Is, and because it Is, it exists in the purest and simplest parameters of expression of existence, but the body does not have the capacity to name itself, it does not have the capacity to define itself as ‘I am a body’.
 
Nothing has the ability to do it in fact.
 
Nothing has the ability to define itself, other than you!
 
And the one who defines himself projects his self-defining counterpart, so, when one defines himself it also defines everything else. Because that is the projection of the prism of light; light here, light there. But if you don't define yourself, nothing can be defined, and when nothing is defined you don't define yourself, so nothing has a name, nothing has shape...

When nothing has... mmm (thoughtful)... how would I say? wrapping of existence or justification of what it is, now we are talking!
 
Because there is only one place in your real or immediate universe that can have a name and form, and it starts from where you are.

It comes from you, the name and the form, you define name and form what happens in front of you to give meaning to things. Because you see things, because you see things you give them name and form, the question is: who is that one that has named things and that he sees names and forms?
 
It is the selfness, so the following would be:
 
It is only the I-Amness, because it is experienced as 'I am' in pure existence because it can perceive itself as something.
 
If I perceive myself, then I am going to perceive the rest, as something else, and the name and the form, the intellect, concepts and the validations begin, all this happens in an instant.
 
The question is what happens if that ‘I-amness’ is not there?
 
What happens if that 'I exist' is not there?
 
What if there is no reference to 'I am' or 'I am not' or 'I exist'?
 
Then there cannot even be 'you are', 'you exist', a you!
 
Because there is only a 'you' if there is an 'I'.

And if you break with that 'I', now you will discover That which does not see names, forms, or notions, or definitions, or concepts... All that fantasy, illusion, and mental, sensory, emotional and energetic hypnosis of names, notions and forms will collapse so you see that You are not the one who sees notions and forms.
 
You are the One who exists in the absence of all that.

Now another perspective:

Everything is inviting itself to discover the essence from where everything arises, all of that is what it is reflecting, but it is reflecting your impulse, not theirs.

For example:

You can see an animal, you can see a tree, or the sunrise, or the sunset, they are constantly reflecting something very, very, very mysterious, but at the same time there is love, the yearning, the desire to return to the primordial intention from the intention of its own creation.

So, you see a sunrise and it is constantly revealing where it arises from and where it will end, the starting point of everything.

Everything is born (from a place) and everything dies (in that same place).

But what all that is revealing is simply the mystery of where you came from. 

Where does your sense of existence come from and where does it end up when that sense of existence disappears? So that is the invitation, after all, it is a reflection of one's deepest feelings, the mystery, the unknown… Where do I really come from? Or where does this notion of being, of self, of existing come from? 

And so, where does it come from and where is it going to end? Where is it going to dissolve? Where is it going to return?

And that is the strongest invitation of all this, and it is what creation reflects, that is the invitation, the mystery of.

That is why it is suddenly so radical, because it touches such strong fibers that it forces you to ask yourself these questions and these curiosities and that is where the deepest internal game begins, for you to discover in life.

So that is the call, the call of everything that happens in front of you, it is where do you come from?, from where does that first look come from?, that first look? And the key is who is that who looks first? And then the next clue is, who is That One who doesn't need to look and doesn't even look but Is?

And that's You."

- Sarkhan
 
Satsang December 15, 2022.

12
LIFE AND ITS FLAVORS

“I can understand, for example; I have a daughter, obviously I want to give her the best, I have friends, I have you, there is always a desire to give you more, how to take care of you, how to be there for you, or for others. Those desires are healthy, okay?
 
They are healthy, they are natural, it is related to your environment, to value your environment, to bring out the best in you, that is healthy, okay?
 
And that is perfect, it is never to put aside, it is a game, -I tell you-, natural, of life, expressing itself, and your Being and your essence discovering itself in this game called life.
 
But there is another game, -which is the one we spend the most time here-, which is a slightly deeper game, -because you already know the other one-, you cannot disassociate yourself from your - to put it in one way- your responsibilities, your interactions, your life, you can't separate yourself from it, it's impossible, life forces you to live it however it has to be lived, so, for that, life, well, go to Google and YouTube and you'll find a lot of it.
 
Obviously it helps you to explore life and with its different angles which is great, but there is an aspect that is very difficult to find out there... incredible!, and it is one that will not give, in relation to the fact that, there are people who seek and look for things on YouTube, and it is that they will not find the Highest truth.

It is not found, one has to be It in One Self as the One who really just Is.”

- - -

“There will come a point where you will realize, -and it happened to me and I know it happens to many, right?, where you have experienced this, and this, and that, and there is something that does not quite come together. I had the opportunity a long time ago to have a lot of money, 

I also had the opportunity to lose everything and find myself on the street, and even so, in the midst of both experiences, it was: something is missing!

I had many friends, hundreds of friends all day long, and something was missing! I traveled, and something was missing! And it's not that I didn't enjoy life -because I've enjoyed it to the fullest- but there was always something missing and I didn't realize what it was, until that place of such a deep connection with myself occurred, in which any proposal of 'me and something' disappeared. 

And what was missing? That deep connection of recognition of: ‘Who am I really and my relationship with the source of creation?’ 

That was the last relationship I needed to discover. 

All the other relationships were super nice, friends, partners, I don't know, bosses, I had super nice relationships and others not, some were very crazy and uh!... so many things!

But there was a relationship that I wanted, or that I longed for, or longed for so badly that it was to discover: - to put it in a way - Who created me?, where did I come from?, what is the intention behind this wonderful and so crazy life?, and the desire was so intense that it was a: 

I have to find out yes or yes. I do not have a choice.

And I'll do whatever it takes to find out, and however it looks. I don't care.

That made me go to so many places: pfff! Some of them obviously where fatal! For that intensity of desire, but it did the trick. 

Because everything else did not give me that fullness, that completeness, that..., so I was telling you a little while ago, all my fibers, all my cells vibrated with joy, with purpose, with happiness, not until I found myself. 

Up to that point, sometimes yes, sometimes no, fight, confusion, just a mess. 

So that desire has to be clarified, what it is about, where does it take you, where it will push you. Because the true desire to awaken and self-recognition can lead you to experiences that are not pleasant for the ego. 

But for your Being they are expansive, because finally a lie that you have believed about yourself is going to fall. Of course, from the perspective of the lies, it hurts!, but from the perspective of Truth or something truer - to put it in some way - it's like: it rejuvenates, it gives you more vitality, it lightens you up, it opens up your outlook, it inspires you, it returns you to innocence, it's like: wow! 

Because there was something that was blocking and that prevented a purer look. 

All because of that internal, internal, internal, internal desire, and that desire is going to burn all the desires that have prevented the most important desire from flourishing.

And then, that last wish or desire you leave it aside and you no longer feed it and you enter another type of game in relation to the Void or Emptiness.”

- Sarkhan
 
Satsang December 2022

13
DEATH AND LIFE – 1st Part

“There is the other death, is a death that… somehow is talking about the living dead. Where people don't really live.
 
It seems that psychologically, emotionally, one does not live in inspiration, they are defeated in emotions, in dreams, in desires, in ways of living, they live only through concepts, intellect, hollow boxes, unfulfilled hopes... or unfulfilled desires. And there are people that you can see that in life they are a little bit, well, like dead in life, right? Like zoombies, as if they were just living for the sake of living, without really living to the full potential that can be lived.
 
And there are many who seem to have a haze in their eyes, where it seems that life is cloudy, even dark, where there is no real Life.”

- - - 

“Death has a super nice gift that tells you: 'nothing can be perpetuated'… not even death is perpetual, not even life is perpetual, nothing is perpetual, everything is subject to change, to impermanence; sometimes yes, sometimes no, sometimes it happens, sometimes it doesn't, and there is something trying to tell us, even death, not even life can touch something purer that is not subject to those two changes.
 
Neither life nor death.
 
What is That which is not subject to those two changes, but which those two changes are subject to the perception from That?

And That is not subject, nor conditioned, to what happens in life with its phenomena of life and death.

And this is a very nice gift.

How do you discover your Immortality in life?

How do you realize that your experience is one with That which is Immortal?

That you will never be touched in any way? 

If that is the case, you would not be afraid of anything, -I speak at all levels-, there would be no concern for anything, -obviously minimal concerns in terms of the practicalities of life-, but I am already talking about deeper things in terms of your existence, of your relationship with life, with the world, and that is the great gift. 

How do you discover that everything that happens will never be able to touch your essence? 

Never, never, never, never. 

So, how would you celebrate that life itself is trying to give you a gift of discovery that you are untouchable, that you have always been untouchable, and that no part of you dies, appears, is born, or fades away. 

So, what is the death that one would like to find?
Or clarify? Or protect? Or venerate?
 
Well, the invitation here is to total Transformation. Because that's the only thing that makes sense, it's the only thing that clarifies.
 

Everything else is pure suffering."

- - -

"And Death is one of the most beautiful invitations that is contrasting and strong, and it is that it shows that there is something that is deeper, more transcendental, more beautiful, more immediate, closer, of infinite wisdom, love, serenity, that surpasses by millions the rupture of the senses and the vital breath in someone's body.
 
And another thing that is super beautiful is that it shows that every person, who at some point we believed was a person or was a person, was never the person we thought they were, but was something more beautiful and closer, beautiful and luminous that simply something confined in a body with ideals, with identities, beliefs, with a past and a future. And that is incredible to become aware of, and to deepen to that something behind that shell and that look, there is something that can never be modified, or that it can disappear or that sometimes it is there and sometimes it is not there, and that is the Real Essence of all of us.
 
Death is something beautiful, life too."

- - -

"If you dig deeper, if you pay attention, if you're curious, there comes a point where you don't know the game, life, the whys, where, what it's about, what's good, what's bad, it puts you in a place where you don't really know. Suddenly there is nothing left but to surrender because you have no idea, there is no certainty of anything, it brings you to your knees, and here it is where you begin to surrender to the Absolute, to the wisdom of the infinitely powerful Being.

And that is what brings all the qualities of life, if you pay attention, including gratitude, the simplest and simplest things in life, if you delve into it, or surrender, if you have the real desire to discover its intention, its source, its why, it brings you to your knees, it humbles you.
 
Because there comes a point where the individual does not understand, does not know, does not get it, even the most beautiful feelings where they come from, what they come for, what is the purpose?, without adding any spiritual interpretation or anything… but everything, if you dissect it, If you open it up and get in there comes a point where pffff! It collapses you, collapses beliefs, collapses ideals, collapses everything and makes you really naked, and only when you are naked, when you are open, when there are no positions, opinions, interactions, relationships with nothing, and all ideas, beliefs, interpretations of all kinds disappear and crumble, you are ready to start touching the divine.

Only there. Only there.
 
And death is one aspect of it.
 
The more you accept everything that is, because it is what it is, it doesn't matter if you accept it or not, -I'm just saying it to make your game easier-, because Life Is what It Is.
 
Now, how open are you to all that Is?
 
To life, to death, to live is to die and to die is to live -both of them- you transform at every moment.”

- - -

“Everything you contemplate, everything that exists, life, death, colors, alternate realities, external, internal, everything, everything, everything, cannot reflect or reveal the depths of the True Creator.
 
Even all of that falls short, where It wants to express the infinite expression of him without any intention, but revealing the infinity of his potentiality.
 
And not everyone uses creation as an invitation to That. Most people use creation to distract themselves in creation, to hide in creation, to deny creation, to accept some things, deny other things, to defend themselves, to take care of themselves, to protect themselves, to satisfy unfinished desires, instead of:
 
‘I want to hit bottom, I want to discover what is behind everything that exists on all levels.’
 
And not everyone thinks about it, because that implies a certain adventure into the unknown, because you are going to have to transform yourself and radically change everything you think you are, to open yourself up to something equally unknown that will transform your soul on all levels.
 
Very few make those decisions, obviously.

And that is what happens when you die in life, after all, when you embark on an adventure you have to let go, you have to leave behind everything you think you know, all your past, all your interpretations, and by leaving it behind You are willing to die, to let go, to transform, to be reborn, to change, to be someone different from what you were before, and that implies courage, desire, discipline, dedication, willingness, humility because there is something in your heart that it keeps going.

And that, after all, is the only death that I'm interested in exploring now, the other, well... it's powerful! I'm not going to deny it, I've already experienced it… physical and all that.

Then came the important one. Where all limitation dissolves or dies, all limitation. All notion of you or I or those, exist, are born, disappear, all that disappears and the only thing that remains is the Self.

It is the Being alone.

And That's YOU!

That place where there is nothing else but You, Alone and the mystery of appearances within You."

- - -

“If you remove that (I) automatically everything is complete, everything is a dance of the Infinite, of the Immortal with himself, expressing himself, loving himself, playing infinitely with Himself, then from that perspective nothing more than a glorious dance of love is happening.
 
The truth is what is not-happening. The mysterious and very crazy glorious dance of love.
 
But one has to take the gifts for what they are, each gift is an invitation to go further within, to drop positions, to drop beliefs, ideas and to celebrate everything, celebrate the opportunity that we can be reborn from the mire of belief, from the blasphemy that according to: one exists and God exists -two things- and open ourselves to the possibility that only the Self exists and that nothing else exists.

And it's literal, nothing else exists.

Death does not exist, life does not exist, suffering does not exist, pain does not exist, joy does not exist, love does not exist, all that Is does not exist, only the Self exists.
 
And of course, due to its INFINITE nature and expression, you could say that it is “infinite love”, you could say that it is "infinite wisdom", but this falls short in relation to what It Is. Because it has no comparison, there is nothing that defines its reality, not even the reality of perfection can define the reality of That Which is Absolute… it is impossible.
 
They are all definitions and concepts that try to compare this with that.
 
And we do everything to make sense out of it, to support ourselves in something, to be able to have an internal psychological and spiritual structure that keeps us afloat, right? -our lifeguard-.
 
But if you take it all away and allow yourself to be touched in the deepest fibers your ego will crumble and all its fantasy. And what remains is glorious, untouchable, beautiful, radiant, infinite, and that's the feeling, it's like… having the experience that nothing can confine and bind and condition you from any aspect. And that is the same for everyone and everything, that is the immediate reality of everyone, once you discover it in yourself you discover it in everyone, it is something like that.
 
One is, if you die in life you discover yourself one with That which cannot die, and once you discover yourself as That which cannot die you discover that everyone and everything is the same.

Something that cannot be touched, or molded, or anything.

It is identical, we are all the same.
 
All IS the Self.
 
That perspective is complete, beautiful, loving, it has no shortages, nothing is ever lost, something is never lost anywhere, nothing is never lacking anywhere, and that is the gift when the perceiver dies.”

- Sarkhan
 
"Celebrate Death and Life"

14
DEATH AND LIFE – 2nd Part

"One very powerful day, something happened that opened my heart and what came out was:
What I can do?
 
I can't do anything but be ready for everything.
 
The following was:
 
And what is my responsibility in relation to everything?
 
Well, because it's one thing to blame the world, society, and politicians, and those things and more...
 
Great! If I have an important place in this game called creation, what has been my responsibility? What is my responsibility? or what will be my responsibility in relation to everything that I see?
 
I don't think I'll stay with my arms crossed and just stay in a pleasant dream of interpretation that I want to improve the world… I'm ready for anything, if I have to start with myself, I'll start with myself.

What is my responsibility in relation to what I am noticing, experiencing and seeing in relation to all of creation?

And I remember that broke me down more, Ugh! It was very strong and I said: well, I have to find out, because I'm not going to stay with my arms crossed.

That I have to do? How can I serve?
To me, to the world, to the animal world...
 
Where? To what aspect of life?
 
I am ready for everything.
 
What is the way? What is the form? How can I offer my grain of sand that can do something meaningful/important?
 
And well, it was a revolution because I spent a long time without finding anything, doing things that I thought would help, until I realized that they didn't help at all… only true Awakening.
 
After so many things, the conclusion is that easy, just open yourself to the kingdom of God, wake up! Get out of the way, and that is the most beautiful and profound solution to all this.
 
And this begins to clear things up on many levels.
 
But that's how life transforms you, if you're willing to look at it head-on, without looking away, without judging it, without appropriating it either -I only told you how it was many years ago, obviously it's different now- but that made me break, that my heart would open to deeper things, a deeper search, to be curious that if really - how would I put it? - that what I experienced is evidence that I am really willing to do anything, not just a wish hollow without meaning or integrity. And so, I tried to live in the most difficult moments, with the clear intention of: I am here God, Life... What do you want? How? Where? How? When?

In search of Absolute Surrender.

And it is what makes life, death, the senses, there comes a point where uf! It crumbles you, it crumbles you, it crumbles you and that is a great gift, because you are open, you are finally ready for more light, for more love, for more depth, for more discovery, I don't know, to be a tool for something really important. But for that you have to be the tool that life or that God wants you to be, not who you think you are or would like to be. And that's another game.

I remember that I had many ideas of how I wanted to play or who I had to be, and Life told me: boy, if you really want to help, if you really come to play the game of games, it doesn't matter who you think you are, what are you going to do, what is your destiny, what are your desires, what are your insights, here it is:

‘What are the desires of God, what does God want, what does Life want? Where am I headed to? What am I to do?'

Always with the clear intention of being at the service of the Absolute, if you want to the left; to the left, if you want to the right; to the right.

How do I make sure that's the game I want to play?

Because it is the impact that I wanted to make, one that would help in terms of love and transcendence.

The rest is really all to feed the ego, if it is not a game of Absolute surrender, everything else is for the ego, if there is no clear intention to surrender to the Self, to do its will, to be one with That, to follow the purest impulses of your intention and your creation, everything else is to satisfy ego.

And I know that there are moments where it is confusing... but that was the intention, okay! I don't know, I didn't know, what is good or bad, but my intention is:

How can I be at the service of you (Self), of love, of life? What is the role of this body? Where? What is it about?

And if it is not like that, it is because the ego is winning in some area.

Not everyone lives like this, with Absolute surrender at every moment, without intention in any area, with absolute confidence, with absolute faith, with absolute openness and humility.

I would love for the day of the dead to be:

All the people who died (die in life) and who Awakened and got Enlightened!

It would be glorious if it were about that. 

Because this is what really invites. 

- When was the day you died? 
- Mmm, look, what do you think? (I don't know, in joke terms) 
- Last year it happened to me! 
- Perfect! 
- The following year at the altar, right?

And from there everything else is celebrated, obviously.
 
Everything else is folklore and a show for the senses, in truth is beautiful!

Like when you go to a good movie, you enjoy it, a good show, a good play, but it's still a show, do you understand me?

A powerful cosmic show, but it is still a show.

Here is to discover the Witness of all shows. 

Who is that Witness and what is the reality of It."

- Sarkhan
 
"Celebrate Death and Life"

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