INTRODUCTION

This beautiful collection of texts can bring something so deep to those who read them. 

You will see that they were taken from videos or live meetings that happened with Sarkhân. 

We try to make it as simple and straightforward as possible. If you pay attention, you can find many layers of wisdom and transformational suggestions that direct you to recognize, once and for all, your divine nature. 

I hope you find this helpful and insightful. The more open one is, the words that come from the deepest possible love will begin to grow within a pure heart and in no time the reality of the Self will reveal itself for enjoyment.

Humility, openness and the desire to remember one's true identity will be the fire that dissolves all limitations.

Break free from the jaws of time and space. 

Wake up and Roar!

1
A CALAMITY

“Why do you keep feeding duality?
 
Why do you keep running from your right?
 
Why do you continue to believe the mind, the senses, the conclusions, consciousness, and the mirages and the phenomena that claim to say that there is truth? When it is a truth -which pretends to be true- but it is total lie disguised as truth.
 
SOMETHING THAT CLAIMS TO BE SOMETHING THAT IS NOT, IS ONE OF THE GREATEST CALAMITIES, THE GREATEST DAMAGE.
 
Why don't you take steps forward?
 
Why don't you take steps to expose yourself?
 
Why don't you take steps to undress?
 
Why don't you take steps to surrender?
 
…when you are generating the opposite steps.
 
The Awakening Game is different, it requires more of you, not less, -not more distance-, but more closeness.

More desire to get closer to that internal fire within you, which is there to burn all subtleties, all ignorance, all confusion, all blocks, all false conclusions.
 
That is the path, inwards, towards that place where duality is incinerated.

Why then don't you walk into your own interior?
 
You are subtly walking outside of yourself where the fire is less intense!
 
And in those places where the fire is less intense, obviously duality or darkness is more predominant.
 
Why did you do that?
 
Why do you keep doing that?
 
What are you looking for?
 
What are you running from?
 
Why do you allow it?
 
Why do you allow it to others?

Why do you hold limits on yourself?
 
Why do you hold limits on others?

The invitation is simple, simple, but radical, the invitation is: live in love, discover yourself in love, be Love and do not allow any limitation to relate to you, and for you.

You have no limits of any kind. You have no lack of any kind, therefore there can be no need, no dependency of any kind.

And if they exist it is because there is a confusion of identity.

Nothing more, that's all!

This Game is fascinating! A small mistake of a false identity, this is what generates the worst of chaos, the worst of experiences.

A small mistake of who according to ‘I am’, -not who you are-, if you knew who you really are, the conflict would not exist. Never! Not even dreaming would ever exist! Sleep would not exist! Illusion would not exist! Waking up would not even exist! All these are fantasies.

Concepts that point to or say many things about this mystery, but cannot solve the mystery. And that's it, it's just a little confusion of: who according to ‘I am’. 

And that's where the real game begins. Where does the fantasy begin, the mask of the person who pretends that it knows, who identifies 'with', 'what he thinks he is'. 

Any little thing that is held for one’s own self perpetuates its fantasy and the illusion of it, any little thing!

Me or I and something is illusion and duality:
me and my past,
me and my future,
me and my present,
me and my I-ness,
me without me,

me and the absence of I,
I and nothing,
I’m experiencing nothingness,
me and there is only nothing,
or
there is only nothing,
pure fantasy, duality, -which is sometimes difficult to perceive this as duality-.
 
How do you get out of the spell?

One is by grace... BY GRACE, and I think that's the most appropriate word.

The only thing that can solve the riddle is to completely break with the false enlightenment. And it is only through the SELF manifesting itself as ALREADY Awake, through its Own Light and its Own Grace on its own Being-ness.

There is no other way, there are no techniques, there are no paths, a process, there is not something that achieves it, there is not something that brings it closer, there is not something that allows it...
 
Nothing!
 
It is only the Self who decides when, how and where, and that is the great mystery: by Grace.
 
And it is a great invitation because it tells you that what dictates, the one who commands is the Self, -always- the one who plays is the Self alone.

And we don't have a lot to say, and that's something crazy sometimes how (laughs) to face or see, that you realize, that my God!, here I don't have a say in any aspect!
 
And the more you realize that neither your voice, nor your insight, nor your opinion have to do with the highest, purest or most beautiful Reality. Then there is a greater surrender, there is a loss, there is a kneeling, there is a bigger surrender, there is a deeper humility, there is a nakedness, a desire, a... that breaks you!, that in the end you give up and say: I only want to discover YOUR Reality.
 
I want to discover myself in YOU or as YOU, I want to discover the gaze of the One who sees his own creation without distinction, without conflict, without separation.
 
- How do I do it? -I don't know-.
- Guide me.
 
- I think I already know? -I don't know-.
- Guide me.
 
- I think I understand this?
- Guide me.
 
- Aware or not?
- Guide me, clarify me, show me.
 
-I have this experience, is it true or is it false?
-Guide me.

- This is happening to me, is it really like that? Have I concluded something real or false or is it true?
- Guide me, show me.

Not many people are willing to a total, absolute and naked surrender of humility before something, that of course, could go against their ego, wise, spiritual, powerful… and this is so funny -to be honest -.

Here it is like this, a clear intention, to constantly be surrendered, open, naked and with clear steps.

- That I am having this experience, is what I am experiencing true or is it fantasy?
- Show me, clarify me Life, Self, Master, Light.

I don't want to get anything for myself,
I don't want to conclude anything for myself,
I don't want to know if it's true or false for me,
that it does not come from me,
that this does not come from I,
that whatever is not me who concludes,
that says,
that dictates,
that shows,
I don't want to look for references.

And that is something fascinating! -It's good that it comes to me now-.
 
How do you know you're on the right track?
 
How do you know things are clearing up?

How do you know you're on the right path?

I can assure you that if you think you are on the right path, you are not on the right path.

If you think that clarity is an indicator that you are on the right path, what do you think? you are going the wrong way.

If you think that your connection with life is increasing and you think that you are on the right path, what do you think? you are going the wrong way.

Any path, any walk, any indicator is wrong, anyone, anywhere you say, anything shown, listen, see, notice, experience.

If you think that you feel more expanded, and that is an indicator of how you are doing, what do you think? Fantasy, ego, duality and it doesn't end, and it doesn't end and it doesn't end.

Why? Because duality always proposes a path, a goal, an achievement, and that's the thing, if you believe there is a goal and there are reference points to reach that goal, totally fantasy!

Any path is fantasy, any achievement is a fantasy, any notion is fantasy, any experience is fantasy, illusion. Why? because it means you're playing with something. It shows that there is someone there, and that is the prism that generates the hologram of illusion, pure ego.

Only Full Awakening is the only evidence, nothing else.

The Self will never be a something!

The Self is never in any path, neither in the inner path, nor in the outer path, nor doing this, nor doing that. 

It is the absence of paths, the absence of dealings, the absence of doing, the absence of objects of perception, the absence of an I. that reveals, shows, clarifies, the rupture of the fantasy and reveals or clarifies or it shows what I’m talking about. 

It is the absence of the fantasy which makes what has always been True appear, what has always been There, always Present, Self-luminous, Clear and Eternally Alive. 

It is not that 'when the fantasy is broken, the truth appears'.
 
No! The Truth has always been there, but fantasy is what covers it.
 
So, any path proposal is fantasy, it will never end in reality. Any proposal of an intention, of an object, of playing with something, exploring something, what do you think, it will never end in Reality.

It is the absence of objects of perception, it is the absence of an I that plays with something, it is the absence of an I with the irrelevant of what it does, is the absence of everything, the absence of all falseness, of all claims of truth, of everything that according to is real, the absence of all this is what reveals what has always been true, pristine and natural. And yet, most play with objects of perception, 'with something', with things and things that according to bring well-being.

How can something bring well-being, unless it is momentary, that is like a sensory drug, that hypnotizes you, makes you sleepy for a moment and completely blocks out who you are?

How can this bring anything good?
 
Living in a fantasy, in pretending?
 
No! It is impossible, it does not bring anything good in the long run.
 
At times it can bring some benefit to the mind and intellect but do not prevail, obviously, but in the long run it is not a good strategy.
 
The game of the senses, of consciousness, of awareness and this fantasy is nothing different from drugs, you can have anxiety right now, take a drug and calm the anxiety, but later the drug will not be enough, the dose will not be enough.
 
Anxiety has not gone away, it is there, imprisoned in a dungeon inside you, hidden there, tied up, but not dead, and at some point you keep feeding it, you keep feeding it, you keep feeding it, and that beast that you had tamed when he was a baby, he becomes a giant dragon, he will break the chains and chaos will enter; the apocalypse.
 
And very strong things are coming on a sentimental, sensory level, why? Because you have nourished something that you thought had disappeared, that has not disappeared and was simply hidden.
 
And that in the long run is not a good strategy, not a good strategy!

The strategy should not be: how do I calm down right now?
 
Should be: how do I completely break the illusion now?
 
How do I get out of that mirage that prevents me from seeing the reality of the Self and finding myself as One with the Self?

Anything less than that does not bring peace, there can be no tranquility, there can be no serenity. It can't, it can't, it's impossible!

And if it happens at times, at some point it will change, because that is how the game of the senses is, in those black-white colors, you go up and then down.

Not everyone wants to wake up, and that's okay, most people want to play and explore things that have to do with the senses, with the mind, with mental powers, with the sensorial, existential powers of creation, manipulation of the elements…

There are very powerful, very powerful games and most people is playing some of them, and few people, obviously, want to get out of that show, that entertainment, that movie, which is a powerful movie -I'm not going to deny it-, but there is something missing, there is something not yet that fits. And there are a few who decide to discover something deeper, more congruent, with the deepest feelings that are inviting you to explore yourself, to recognize yourself and to discover yourself. And those are few, very few, and of those, there are still very few who are willing to discover it, not just take it as an inspiration or as a lifestyle or to improve my immediate circumstances.

For some it is... Yes, that's nice! I want to do something to improve my immediate life, sure, but I can't leave this reality without knowing how I got here, where I came from.

Because it doesn't mean that where you came from, that's where you'll end up when this game ends, that's just beliefs and fantasies.

You have the opportunity to discover in essence, now, where you came from and where you are not going to go, instead you will know who You really are Now, and the fantasy of what was and what will be falls before you, and you discover yourself as something that is permanent, always present.
 
But most people simply spend time feeding, analyzing, inquiring, understanding, feeling, experiencing pure objects of perception, and they don't give importance to this, and they don't want to discover the essence of Who They Are, to inquire into the experience of existing, what is this? Who is the One who exists, who is and who exists before and prior to any experience?
 
My invitation is for you to wake up completely, not partially.
 
Partially it is not awakening, partially expanding, partially it is not completely breaking the spell of the great illusion, of the reality of the false self, this is not awakening.
 
Getting out of the false awakening is the greatest act of humility and strength that one can perform, but I warn you, this will shake everything, it comes suddenly and what will come to rule will be the Self Itself in everything, being everything, all at the same time.
 
You will disappear, everything will disappear, absolutely everything... but, what will remain and take the reins will be the true Self, an Incarnation of Love."

- Sarkhân
 
Satsang A New Beginning / Total Surrender

2
PERFECT ENLIGHTENMENT

“For me everything has changed. I used to play differently, I thought it helped and the truth is that it wasn’t. Before it was all about something else, but now I can't do the same anymore, because it's very clear to me that if it's not about getting out of the Illusion completely nothing really helps. Now everything has to be done about what It Is.
 
Improving sleep doesn't help, -for me-, because an improved sleep is still a dream, a fantasy and there is still suffering, and the pain and conflict does not end, it does not cease, it only postpones. For me it is to go directly to the point, to go to the simple to the immediate, so that now you discover your true nature, -it is the only thing that interests me-, the rest does not give peace, the rest does not give love, -seriously-, there is no point of comparison, but of course, I had to go through certain things, to suddenly realize this.
 
Now what It Is, is obvious, I can't do it about anything else anymore. Before it was about many other things, and that doesn't help in the long run, it doesn't generate the necessary impact to dissolve duality.
 
I have heard from people, I have read books, I have heard from incredible beings, to be truthful and honest, my respects to many, where there are many who have a way of expressing, teaching or sharing in such a pure and beautiful way but who do not burst the veil, they don’t destroy it.

And I'm not here for that… I'm here to blow it up (laughs) to put it in some way, right? In the sense of clarifying that point where I don't want you to experience any kind of limits.

And here is this dance, that's what it's all about now, it's not about anything else. I'm only interested in You discovering right NOW who you are. Not tomorrow, not after a while, not in a second after this dialogue, I'm interested NOW. May the natural clarity of who You Are be refined so deep, that finally the doubt, the falsehood, all of this succumbs forever, not for a while, because this does not mean that it has happened totally.

Having been or having gone through the spiritual mirage of awakening, which is the most difficult thing to get out of, gives me the ability to have seen the biggest lie and all its hiding places. That's why I can see where others are, because I was there.

Having gone through everything that pretends to be something that it is not, is an incredible gift. That you can see the wolf in sheep's clothing and discover this, it gives you immense Freedom. It could be said that all the paths I was on showed me all the subtle blind spots of what it is not Real but pretends to be but will never be. How many things, that according to, are about the Reality of the Self but have never been. The false enlightenment is around the corner if you look closely. 

There is no greater harm than the blind leading the blind. And then it's incredible when a blind man wants to argue, claim or debate with someone who experiences the Sun. What do you do?

As I said before about my journey, The Gift of gifts was that, learning to recognize the greatest of lies that pretends to be or give something that will never be. Do you realize what I'm saying? Do you realize how strong this is?

How many are in this kind of games? So many that do not see or consider what I am saying. What a tragedy.

I recently read a paragraph from a very, very beautiful book, and I saw that they added one more and a new concept. Where you can see that they give emphasis, they placed it in order to denote the difference between what we are exploring here and what many people explore in other places.
 
And it is the following:
 
In the game of the senses, of Silence, of Stillness, in the game of Consciousness, one can expand, unify, fascinating sensory and perception experiences, okay? But if you look closely and in great detail, these are the ones that attract, that shield, that hypnotize, and that seem to be conclusive -in terms of awakening-, and that, which they have defined, they call enlightenment, okay?, or wake up. And in this book, I came across another concept that, -I said-, of course, eureka! Is what many people go thru, -because I went thru this -, many people believe that this type of experiences, or events, are classified as waking up or whatever, but it's not like that.
 
And this book said: "rare o rare is the person or the event, or the circumstance when Perfect Enlightenment occurs."

Not the normal one that everyone thinks happens, but the rare, the complete, the TOTAL. And I read it, - and said -, of course! Many stay in the normal one, in the partial one, in the general one, in the one that you find in all the supermarkets if you give all of yourself in time, money, effort and many other things. But rare is That Which Is Pure, Complete, Total, Clean, -and it is something that I mentioned in a meeting-, I read some thousand-year-old sacred texts, and when you pay attention to all of them, you will see that they add something to break all the spiritual fantasy of consciousness or the ones that look like it.

They add concepts like:

Do you experience emptiness?, okay, then is the SUPREME Emptiness, -to break your experiences of emptiness-… etc. 

All the sacred books add something to break the ego's fantasy in spiritual terms, and I commented to my wife the other day, this is hilarious, all the great texts or people add something, they do it directly to the point and on purpose, as if to dissolve the fantasy of the enlightened ego and its perceptions of levels and qualities, incredible! And they are very blunt, compassionate and strong about this. 

And it is something that I mentioned in a meeting here. I sometimes try to bring concepts, stories, or put together some things, as a concept that breaks all your concepts. And then you do not adjudicate that concept and you have the opportunity to experience what that concept points to, where it points towards, then you run into these little things of Total Awakening, Complete Enlightenment, Self-Realization, Salvation, Divinity and The Celestial,-in some places it’s called this-. This is important, because the fantasy is strong, and I obviously don't want that for you, I don't want even a small chance of the possibility of oblivion, of sleeping, or of another fantasy. 

What will help, and what I'm trying to mention is That Place where I'm speaking from and pointing To. It's not necessarily about the words or what I share. This is very important to mention. 

So, I go straight to the point, from where I Really Am, and try to help or share as it has been presented to me, and make it straight forward. Anything less than this doesn't help, it really doesn't help.”

- Sarkhân / Satsang: You Are Not A Vessel, Be The Sea Itself

3
SNAKES AND LADDERS

“There is a game, I think that in some countries it is called La Oca, in Mexico or in some other countries it is Snakes and Ladders, but I will more or less clarify it. Because I know that several people from different countries are here. 

It's a board game, it still changes depending on the country, but the idea is like this: 

You roll the dice, for example, and you walk squares until you reach the goal, obviously. But in the middle of all the squares there are stairs that bring you closer to the goal, or snakes that take you back to the beginning. So imagine that you roll the dice and you get 'six', and you go: one, two, three, four, five, six and in square six there is a ladder that takes you to square twenty, waoooo!, and obviously you have passed many levels and you reached level twenty very quickly! But of course, you roll a dice that goes from twenty to twenty-two, and at twenty-two there is a snake that returns you to level three, so you were already at twenty and you returned to three! 

So, the people who believe that they have arrived, that they are close to arrive... At some point, what do you think? they're going to go back to the beginning, they're going to start as if they didn't know anything and they're going to go back to level one, and that sometimes makes you... life will make you humble. 

And for the ego it is not pleasant at all when It was already at level twenty-four, obviously, and It was already giving classes, and was teaching and writing books...

When suddenly life tells you:
 
Boom! You don't know anything boy!
 
And that is the game of Life and Consciousness, like the game of snakes and ladders.
 
And that's the game!
 
Fascinating! The only thing that can make you reach the Goal, if you see it from the perspective of this game of snakes and ladders, the only thing that will make you reach that Goal is that you transcend the game completely, and you can do it before starting in the box number one. Go figure!
 
In fact, to break the game is to break it before square one. That place where you find yourself and you don't move, and you clear up, and you stay, and you rest, and you see the fantasy for what it is, a fantasy that has nothing to do with you. And that is where, before you start the game, you realize that the game does not exist, and immediately when you realize that the game does not exist, you are at the Goal. Incredible! That's how it is.

But for that, you have to break with the fantasy that there is square one, two, three, five hundred, the stairs, the expansion, the setback, the realization, the identification, the non-identification, rest, leaving, return, consciousness, unconsciousness, here, now, past, future, nothingness, everything, Being, silence, stillness, observer, witness, unity, advaita, …. all of that is pure fantasy that happens in the game, in a very... powerful game.
 
All that and more is in the Game.

Do you want to be a Master of the game? To be a free Being of the game?

Free yourself from the game, transcend the game. Break with the fantasy that the game exists and as if you are playing it. You are not playing that game, you are playing another Game that you have to discover, which has nothing to do with the senses, the consciousness, the elements, the intellect and the ego. You are on another plane, in another Game, in another Reality, and it is up to you to discover it.

Everything else is like a small fever, a small fever that is there, that is making you stammer, hallucinate, dream, fantasize about things that are not real, that's how it is. 

Many people start the game because it is the game of self-discovery, they start without knowing, at level one, box one, then box two, and the game of duality has already started with all its power from the first step or the first intention, in the first sense of existence. 

Suddenly they let go of an aspect of the ego and they expand, and they feel happier, freer, more loving, more connected, calmer, less reactive, and you go to a level three, level four, and suddenly, I don't know, you lose a relationship, you lose something, they tell you something you don't like, whatever, and suddenly from level five you go to level three because the snake made you come down. And that's how you live it! 

But of course, while you continue playing there are moments where the expansion seems to be so, so, so clear, that you reach level twenty. There are some that are already up to level thirty, and they think they have already arrived, but at some point, they will return to level three, or one... And the reality check arrives, realizing what had really happened in reality.

For some, depending on how big an ego they have, it will be a humbling bomb that... Pffff! Which can be very powerful, to powerful. There are some who can't stand it, because they believed something they were not, but at some point, it will happen for everyone, while they are in the game, at some point it will happen, if not in this life, it will be in the next.
 
At some point they will go to the next life and someone will say:
What do you think? It wasn't like you thought. Go back to! A humbler life than the one you left. (So I suggest to bring diapers)
 
And that is the game, snakes and ladders, snakes and ladders, so it is important to understand it, to clarify it.
 
Where are you? Where do you say you are? What do you think? What did you learn? What do you conclude? How are you playing?

And that is the game, there is no way out, there is suffering and the appearance that you are going to get out. Because I tell you: suffering is when you go down the snake, and the appearance of coming out is when you expand on level one, to level two, three... then connection, then love and you start, you start, and you start, but that game does not end, it continues like this on and on. Like a cycle that does not end, a cycle that does not finish, believing that you are in the highest game and believing that you are in the top of the game and believing or experiencing it now that you have gotten out or will get out is a lie.

You haven't got out! It is impossible.

As long as there is a game of duality, in the more subtle and abstract aspects of the game, at some point the snake will take you to a level of greater humility. But hey, suddenly the spiritual arrogance increases again and this continues and does not end.

It ends when you exit or get out of the game completely, not before, so it's important what you want, what kind of game you want to play.
 
Do you want to play that Game that transcends the game and that is not in that game, that is another Game, that is different? Or, do you want to continue being dragged by the senses, by the elements and by the confusion of who you think you are?
 
And the ego prevailing there and playing as everyone's puppet master.
 
In you are the keys, in you is the invitation.
 
It is symbolic, but it has some truth.
 
This past year close it, learn what was, you did what you did, you played what you played. Perfect! Honor yourself, love yourself for how it was, but now... What do you want for the next one? What do you want from yourself? I don't see any reason why you have to postpone. Better break it up and get out of that game now, now! and let's play the next one together, which is cooler.

Different, the same life, but with different eyes, energetically from another place, from other eyes that are purer, clearer, magnanimous, free, eternal, without limits, without conditions, without chains of any kind, ready to live life, dying to be reborn in middle of this life.

To be reborn, to be someone else, a radical change in which all of the above disappears completely, and a new panorama appears, a new exploration appears, but it depends on you, it depends on you, who you are with, what you do, who you talk to, If you approach and ask for guidance, if you come, if you ask, if you clarify, if you surrender, your Freedom depends on you, on you, in you is the key, the only thing I want for you is that you discover who You are, everything else, the truth, I do it for being nice and I say it because I understand. Blessings to your loved ones and all of that, but psss is nothing more for niceness and love. But ultimately that is insignificant compared to finding out who You are, because if you find out who You are automatically everything else is added, automatically, love, blessings to your loved ones, magic, connection, healing, everything is given, if you discover who are You.

And automatically you will discover yourself in others, and then you will discover that others do not exist, and that makes you pfff!, well, well, very deep, very deep.
 
The answer to everything is that you discover who You are, if you love others, discover who You are, if you love creation, discover who You are, if you love yourself, discover who You really are, this is the greatest of gifts.

While you are alive, on a physical level, take advantage of the body, take advantage of the senses, take advantage of everything that life is throwing, giving, but ultimately, it gives it and offers it so that you discover once and for all your right, your place. Not for anything else, the rest is secondary, it happens by itself, in fact it is already pre-assigned, you cannot make it better or worse, just flow with what happens, the key is to discover who You are in the midst of everything that happens.

What is the deep invitation towards the One who is anchored, always present, always witnessing, always noticing, always free and that no limit applies to It?

No conditioning, no doing, no not doing, no understanding, no clarity applies to it, no achievements, no goals, no revelations, there is nothing else but the Self, absolutely nothing else other than That.

And That has always been You, there is nothing that is not That, or It, because there is nothing, there is no one.

You are here to discover your already innate, natural, simple freedom. Let the fantasy stop being a fantasy for you, stop applying it to you, stop playing it, feeding it, applying it, perpetuating it, justifying it, because it will only lead you to more… it can take you to deeper levels of unconsciousness.

And if you're here, I'm sure you don't want that.

The game of appearances is powerful, the game of clarity is powerful, and all of that can be cheating, I tell you, levels of the game, high, level twenty-one, twenty-four, twenty-five, but at some point, the snake will come and you will fall several steps, it will be painful. Get out of the game, transcend the game, break with the illusion of the ego, of the false identity, and do what is necessary.

I trust you, trust yourself.
 
You will see that it will not take long for the moment when it will happen.”

- Sarkhân
 
Satsang A New Beginning/ Total Surrender

4
KINDER GARDEN

“This goes for those who are not in our school or those who I do not have the opportunity to spend time together.

The ones at the school, the ones who spend time with me, the ones whom I spend time together in one way or another, obviously every interaction we have is directed by where one is, what one is experiencing and seeing in detail how one is exploring, which is different for each participant. Each one of you is in a different place and with different experiences, and interprets or integrates it in different ways. 

That is why I try to give different angles of exploration depending on the experience that each person has and is having. One of the reasons why I do this is that it allows you to clarify yourself in some areas, and another one is to seek to confuse yourself so strongly that the ego corners you so that you can see it, to make you restless, so you break from it and decide to go further inside and stop staying at a superficial level of self-inquiry and exploration. So, our time together is very important because it will vary for everyone. 

I expose tools, forms or indicators, where my time and my dedication are total for you, so that together we can explore this adventure and seek to make it one of fascination. 

It's fascinating when you play from the perspective of the Self, because when you're not playing from the perspective of the Self, there are things that can shake you to the bone that I don't wish on anyone.

The Game can be fun, mysterious, expansive, intense, but it can be an incredible game, where Love goes to more. The other is only more, more confusion, doubt, fight, remorse, separation, falsehood... and Pfff!... more sensory fantasy that does not bring anything good in the long run. But it depends on you, everything depends on you.
 
I wish that this year, for all of you, my only wish is Total Freedom, because I know that this is the only thing that can bring all that is good, not partial, total. May everything that is being touched by your true Self be infused by your presence, your body, your senses, your speech, your listening... and may your loved ones be touched from the deepest place within you.
 
All realms are being touched by you, so I know that everything will benefit if you fully Awaken. Therefore, it is my only intention, my only priority, at the same time obviously other things are always welcomed, or whatever helps and can give you something new to live life from a calmer more serene place. With greater peace of mind and presence. Even in the midst of turbulent times, but if you remember that all of that is going to pass, and that nothing is forever regardless, this also helps a lot.
 
The only thing that interests me is You, your true Self, not the impostor, so I don't pay much attention to what happens in front of you or to the appearance of you.
 
All of this is for you to discover That which is always and which always exists, which is not subject to impermanence or permanence, to time, to space, to consciousness, to being attentive and alert, to silence, to being well, to being at peace or open, letting go, not grabbing, awareness, sometimes yes and sometimes no.

Here the only thing I want for you is that you discover That which always Is and which is not subject to any law of change, which is not within the quality of permanence and impermanence, and the only thing that fulfills those little things, that check list or a list of points, it's YOU.

YOU are the only thing that is always beyond the permanent, that you could say that you are always present, the only thing, the only... You!, You!, You!, You!

Everything else, is a fantasy that comes and goes, time comes and goes, consciousness comes and goes, awareness comes and goes, identity comes and goes, identification or non-identification comes and goes, the absence of objects comes and goes, clarity comes and goes. I mean, everything comes and goes. But there is only one thing that is not subject to That, and That thing has no qualities, no names, no forms, nothing, absolutely nothing. It does not recognize itself, it does not see itself, it does not need to realize itself, it does not discover itself, it does not become aware that it exists and is beyond all those things, and This or That Is You.

Hmm…

So, last little gifts for you to play with, for you to explore:

The question of who… Who is That one? Who am I in the midst of all experiences? It can help you to start coming out of veils that you have not seen that still exist, and much more important than this is the guidance and exchange that we can have.

Those subtleties that are almost impossible to see are because there always has to be someone in relation to something else, someone with something, me and something, me at peace, me happy, I’m stressed, I and anxiety, I looking for connection, me looking to wake up, looking, finding, me wanting, me not wanting... I and something, I-ness in relation to something else. Even in moments where there is no self, there is still a self or an ‘I’ that experiences selflessness, I and something. Ha ha ha.
 
Someone would tell me how advanced he is, and to be honest, sometimes you have to send the most advanced ones to kindergarten, to kindergarten so that they realize that they are not as advanced as they think. But when the time comes to go to a higher truth, their ego jumps and they run away before that proposal comes. Because their ego is not going to be able to bear realizing that they are not in the University or as advanced as they think, and then being shown that they do not know as much as they thought and there was only a know-it-all or a smartass is not pleasant, so the only option is to go to kindergarten... Seeing that someone is willing to do anything regardless of going to the most basic is an event to recognize of greatness, not smallness.
 
Another thing to mention that many people do not understand because of the cobwebs in which one is trapped, that even the experience of emptiness has to be experienced by someone, someone who experiences emptiness, someone who notices the emptiness, someone who notices the absence of the elements, someone who notices the absence of things, someone who notices the absence of consciousness, someone who notices the absence of everything... there is still illusion, ego and duality.

Since there is still an ‘I’ at very subtle levels, if not, how can you recognize, name, notice. In the subtlest part of the Game there has to be someone who recognizes, and as long as there is recognition, it is very easy, it is very obvious to see it from beyond the veil... for there to be recognition, or noticing, or observing, or concluding or to define, it is because there is someone there in relation to something else. You can see there the cosmic knot that is composed of that which supposedly one is, this knot of individuality is composed of consciousness-existence-time-space-I amness-name-form, that when it breaks the wave-less Ocean without opposites shows up as the only Reality.
 
If you pay attention here is the key to see the subtleties of the illusion, the proposal of an I and something else. Be a detective of your interior and you will see that it is very easy, look with a magnifying glass.
 
Who is that I? Because even the experience of no-I, no-me or selflessness, there is still a self-experiencing selflessness, and that is duality, two things, someone witnessing something, the process of witnessing, I-ness and an object of perception, a phenomenon of consciousness.
 
That's why! Discover, inquire, do not get carried away, do not allow yourself to simply, naively conclude and take for granted everything that is presented as if it has truth. See your beliefs, see what you believe, see the one who believes, the one who experiences, stop feeding it, stop concluding it, awarding it to yourself, stop validating it and ultimately:

Who am I really? Who is that I in the midst of everything?

And you will arrive and you will discover that the false self has never had the reality that you think it had and immediately what will emerge, or what will be obvious is that the only thing that has always existed is the Self, and what was blocking it was an I, this I was the only thing blocking IT. I-amness is the superimposition to the Reality of the Self, just like when a rope is confused for a snake. The snake superimposes the truth, the reality of the rope because they are similar in name and form.
 
Therefore, Who am I Really? Who is that 'I' that you take for granted that you are?
 
There will come a time where it will feel very natural, very obvious that there is no me, that everything is clear. Still, keep challenging! Keep challenging!

Until the Self reveals Itself by Itself from Itself to Itself so only the SELF remains keep going. The point will come where the bubble of consciousness will burst and finally its superimposition on the Absolute-The Supreme will be dissolved by the direct comprehension of the Truth and everything will disappear forever, everything, everything, Absolutely EVERYTHING. It will be obvious, very obvious, it will be too radical, it is this way. You will know, everything will die and you will be reborn, it will be evident.

Keep playing, keep exploring, keep inquiring, keep retracing your steps to the beginning of the beginning of the beginning, before any impulse, before any action, before any doing, before any conclusion, before existing.
 
Don't move, stay still, really still, silent, just quiet, doing nothing, empty of everything, empty of you, empty of desires, empty of intentions, empty of notions, of name, of form, empty of everything.

As I said a while ago about the game, in the game of snakes and ladders, or the game of the Oca, stay in that zero place before one, and don't enter the game.
 
Stay here, see the game for what it is, contemplate, do not allow yourself to be deceived, or take any steps, neither in nor out, nothing, empty of everything.
 
And there is something that begins to be obvious, natural in you, something arises or shines, That which has always been.
 
Remember that you simply believed something that it is not, but from the perspective of what it claims to be, it is total chaos, but from the perspective of That Which Is, which knows that It Is and which does not fall into any pretense, there is no chaos, there is nothing, in truth there is nothing else than the Self without attributes and is beyond all description.
 
If you see, everywhere they try to describe or pinpoint the Self, here it is the opposite of that. The Truth or the direction to what truly Is, is closer to a Total Darkness, that which is beyond the manifest, the realm of the non-manifest, the non-conscious, the never-seen, the Source of all darkness and of the absence of all, the Source of all emptiness and of nothingness itself. That is why this Game is different, since it has nothing to do with something, with an object or something that you can say anything about It.
 
Remember, what I say are indicators, it is impossible to speak of the Reality of the Self, impossible to describe the indescribable, there is no way to put into words the experience of the only thing that is Real and Self-Existing.

I want your days to be filled with love, truth, transcendence, transformation and that the reality of Being be the one that rules, the one that shows itself, the one that dictates, the one that sets the tone every moment, the one that is impregnated with every second of your day. May your surrender, may your curiosity, may your love be your GPS and may them be total, and may all this be what sets the course.
 
Listen to yourself, listen to yourself in depth, know yourself deeply.
 
Don't let that one who pretends to be you continue to govern you, continue to block the life that has been given to you, don't give the impostor a chance to continue disturbing your gazing.
 
In truth, everything depends on you, take responsibility for your interior, recover your Kingdom, make yourself seen, make yourself noticed. Don't keep running away and hiding in internal compartments of notions, happenings and noticing.

Only a King and a Queen who Know that they are King or Queen, the entire kingdom praises them, bows down to the one who knows that he is King, the one who acts as King. And in a Kingdom like this one cannot be indecisive, there cannot be someone who begs, who believes he has limits and faults, there can be no doubt, there cannot be those things full of deficiencies and limitations. This does not make a King, a King is not a beggar, a Queen is not a beggar. Plant yourself in yourself, in your Being without consciousness. Rest in yourself and stop believing the one who passes in front of you, who pretends to be you, and that's all. It is that simple, when every dream, duality or fantasy is understood that it begins with I, it is when Freedom is close.

The lie is I, the ego is I-ness, the mind is I, the intellect is me, the confusion is I, duality is I and something.
 
At some point you will realize that this self and its reality have never existed, that it was something that is past that continued to be perpetuated in its own jail made of time-space and that you have always been Free.
 
That is the funniest part of this, that right now while we are talking you are already Free and at some point, you will know it, that you have always been Free and you have always been That and you have never been less than That. Even in moments where you think you are not That, you know that you are That. This is something crazy to explain, it is the mystery of mysteries, that despite all this, that according to, that according to, that according to… in the midst of all this, you know that You Are the Self, and that you have never lost, nor your nature has diminished in any way.
 
It is impossible for the Light of the Sun to lower its intensity or to go out or for its luminosity to be less, it is impossible!
 
If only the Self exists without a second, don't you think you are included in that Reality?
 
Discover yourself, this is the invitation, that is my challenge to you, whatever it takes, whatever, do what is necessary or do nothing. Both perspectives are valid, and then you will realize that neither of them are valid at all, because there is nothing that has to do with you, You are beyond the beyond, your Reality is beyond everything.
 
But find out!

I recommend that you do not postpone, do not allow it to be tomorrow or in a while, get naked completely, let go of everything right now, stop searching, stop trying, stop achieving, stop all process, all methodology, all technique, all understanding, all paths, all journeys, what you have experienced, observing, witnessing, recognition, the intention, doing, not doing... all that disturbs. Nothing really, nothing works. The only thing that helps are the things that I have told you if you pay close attention, if there is openness, if there is a real desire to get out of the spell. Anything less than direct knowledge and the experience of the Reality of Being and the discernment of what is not does not help. Nothing helps, anything else feeds the ego and its proposal of duality, of separation.
 
Just remain still and just being and that's it, empty of everything, silent, quiet, attentive, nothing more, and don't validate the 'I' as you and that's all. Remain in your Being-ness, stay as that which always Is, remain as You Are, without self-definition, without self-reference, without self-validation and automatically That burns anything that is false.
 
Find out! That's why you're here, you were born for this adventure, to discover who you really are.
 
Take advantage, take advantage and let's have fun together in this beautiful dance, in this beautiful dance.

I love you, I know that it is a special day for many who are with their family, and who want different things and better times. Let's start this year on the right foot, with everything, with fire, to the fullest, with desire, with passion, with open heart, giving ourselves to the Game of the Self, everything that is us, all intention, all desire, all, all of us to a greater discovery of oneself.

I love you, I wish you Freedom, Love, Beauty and all the blessings.
 
I hope to see you soon, I love you with all my soul, and I’m always with you rooting for you and wishing you the best.
 
Thank you for being here, thank you for existing, You are everything to me, thank you for Being and for this space and for Your Presence, because nothing would be without You.
 
Thank You."

- Sarkhân
 
Satsang A New Beginning / Total Surrender

5
DEATH AND RESURRECTION

“This is a good-bye letter, but in gratitude to Life and Death, one makes a decree to the Resurrection, and an invitation to ignite the flame that will awaken the Fire of Being at the beginning and at the end of It. It is time to create the purification that is needed to reach the fertility of a forest of ghosts.
 
One does not know what the reality of the Ego and duality is until one hits rock bottom and sees its consequences. If one really saw what it is and what it means to live from that perspective and the damage that this does, one would do everything possible to seek to get out of suffering and be Free.

One of the things that happens on the path of self-discovery is when one comes to say:
 
'I already went through here', 'I already understood this', 'I need something else', 'I can no longer grow here', 'I will grow elsewhere', 'I already have the experience', 'I have already experienced what you say', 'I have lived it but it is not permanent or totally clear', 'I don't need anything or anyone', 'I walk my own path', 'I don't agree', 'I know what are you talking about'… pffff! What a fantasy!
 
The ego is in control of the ship.

That is not the attitude, the attitude should be:
What is required?
What do I need that I don't realize I need?
What do I need to see, that I don't realize I see?
Where am I living a lie that I don't see is a lie, even though it seems true?

You will see that it is not what you think you see. Some people who come here sometimes are confused, many people get confused because they think that 'see', they already have everything clear. And they really doesn't see anything!

An intuitive restlessness must arise. Let's see: ok! I see.

Brilliant! Go! Go ahead!, but it is not so much what you see, but rather: What is it that I don't see, that I need to see? Who is the one who sees, that I still don't have this game very clear?

And, if you really want to be Free, you will generate circumstances that will push you and that will have components that will help to generate more and more openness and humility. Since, until the Seer disappears forever, his projection of his own self-deception will never end.

Then one can realize the places where the ego is alive. Where one goes through life asking the Self: I need to see this, I need to see that... or the opposite, one supposes that one already sees and understands. And without realizing it, arrogance and spiritual superiority, or the sanctified humble one or a supposedly awake ego is being tattooed or has already crystallized.

Sometimes it is very difficult to realize when the networks of illusion, in some cases have already won, so the veil is very deep and stronger.

Imagine a fisherman of souls, of fish, he throws the net to fish and many are caught, there is no escape. Only the boldest and most intrepid will get out or not get caught.

So, no, no, no, no!

One can go through many transformations, let go of many aspects of ego, have many ideas and beliefs die, but for one to actually break with one's latest fantasy is an unprecedented task. You can make the ego sleep, but at some point, it will wake up and its darkness will come with more force, you can believe that it is not there because it has hidden, but it has not died.

Like a dragon that has been asleep for a long time. Just like the story of the Hobbit, that unconsciously has been fed, at first it was small (ego), but over time, there in the darkness of the unconscious, of the unseen, it has been growing and getting stronger every day until becomes an adult. And after his rest, something will wake him up and it will not be pleasant what will happen.

That is why those stories of heroes, which inspire us and call us to more, where one goes voluntarily to the darkest corners (of oneself), to go destroy the dragon (Ego) and discover what it is guarding, the Jewel most beautiful and valuable that has ever existed (The Self).

Destroying the ego is a very similar adventure, but in truth, finding someone who has undertaken such a task and succeeding in defeating the dragon is something that would be a miracle to experience.

That is why one has to be vigilant to the internal and external game, it is not a small task.

What is it that is being shown to me that I do not see because my attention and the subtle game of Consciousness, the senses, the mind and the concepts make me be in another place that is not Truth?

And that invites you to more, it makes you very attentive and open to really go from being the one who knows everything and doesn't need anything to being a Student of life.

Then you will be given the understanding that there is no seeing, there is no such thing as a seer, but for now it is important to recognize where you are and keep exploring.

To make one self as a Student of the Self is the only thing that can generate a true Awakening, if you are the Perfect Student of the Self.

The only way to know that you are a Student, Devotee, Lover, someone Totally Surrendered is when you Awaken Fully, not before.

Just as the only evidence you have that you want to awaken is 'The Awakening', no other is an indicator. Until the ego stop existing, the desire and the false identity are alive and hidden somewhere. You're protecting the ring, like in Lord of the Rings, at any cost.

The Game, the Mystery of mysteries, is radical in itself.

There is no point of comparison when you discover the Reality of Being. It is as if all your life you have been playing with matches and their fire. On the other hand, once the veil is broken, it is to discover oneself to be the Sun Itself. That is why no one can know what I am talking about, there is no way, unless you Wake Up with a Capital 'W', before I assure you that the ego is winning.

Continuing to sleep in a dream or nightmare of separation is not pleasant at all.

That is why I invite you, to be what you are, the maximum humility and the maximum magnanimity.

The Self only accepts Students who are really humble, who are open, who are willing, who give everything to discover themselves as the Self Itself and who are an example of that. Where the Self manifests Itself as the Self, as thy Self in them and revealing his true nature.

The most important aspects in the game are the Self as a Student and the Self as the Teacher. Beyond the Game all of this does not exist, this is the most real and pure teaching, no-thing exists, absolutely nothing.

But for this, one does not have to assume anything as if it were his experience. It is better to be honest and not take for granted that you understand the highest, so that the Highest can truly lead you to the Highest.

Due to how powerful the Game is, each time you have to explore more humility, not the appearance or the mask of humility, and if it is not like that, the Master will not accept you, nor will he guide you, because that is not the way it is. False humility does not deceive the Master.

The Master accepts his Student, then his Student becomes the Teacher-Master and what separates both perspectives and differences is broken. There has never been any difference, the True Student is automatically the Master. The only thing that differs is the point of view, nothing more.

When the rarest of events happens, which is Awakening, in truth, the merit goes entirely to the Student, no one else. It is the Self in the aspect of being a Student.

Given the circumstances that Humanity is going through right now, the following is important to mention. I know that there are many people who genuinely want to remember who they are, many are going through or have gone through important experiences and do not know what their heart says or do not know how to decipher their experiences and feelings. In many places, there are people who are in a maze with no way out in relation to this, the game is powerful, and many have fallen into its traps.

So, you have to pay close attention to one's path and desires, get to know yourself so much that your Awakening can have a chance to happen.

We are in a time of darkness, common sense is hanging by a thread, the madness behind behaviors, beliefs and the internal structure of identity is being shaken. We can witness the mischief and elegance of the game of illusion, where there are false teachers, false enlightenment, false spirituality, etc.

His power has even reached some places where the possibility of having access to spiritual or yogic powers or siddhis that can arise in a game of consciousness has arisen, when in ancient times these were very difficult to find. There are some that have very dark and dense aspects such as having power over others, control, clairvoyance, causing followers, manipulation of the senses, mind control, materialism, placing attention in different places, expanding the sensation of being to circumstances or events to look for a specific end result, or one of them that gives the appearance of enlightenment. There are these and others more, than most people take as indicators of awakening. It is true that they show a very advanced game compared to the experiences that commonly exist, but that does not mean that it is what it appears to be. All of these are indeed very high levels of ego and that the dark side fosters separation at very strong levels that are almost impossible to get out and/or even notice.

You can play for a long time with objects of perception, from silence, clarity, intuition, emptiness, nothingness, the absence of things, self-aware consciousness... and it seems that this is very real because you experience yourself one with them. If one ignorantly concludes that these are experiences or awakening itself, one has dug one's own grave. In these and more experiences that arise or can arise in a game of transcendence, there must necessarily be someone who experiences them or recognizes them as happening. And this is the Ego behind the curtain.

We are also in a very corrupt time, where everything has to go through what is spiritually acceptable to accept someone, or be rejected if one does not comply with how one is supposed to be, a cheap copy of someone else. More incredible is that, as twisted as this is, there is also the other side, where one is dazzled by someone who pretends to act with a very high consciousness when behind there is a lot of unconsciousness governing the acts.

The facade of the Ego has reached such a degree that you can learn to fake or pretend behaviors that have been accepted as indicators of being awake and people believe it, for being naive, for not doing an exhaustive research.

This is the circus, the market and the harvest of the stalls for the spiritual show in which we now find ourselves, monkeys dancing to entertain, you give them some coins or a banana, a bit of choreography and music and they dance. What a joke!

Someone can be very good at saying the message, speaking the message as if it were true. Someone can have all the clarity and a very sharp intellect, but ultimately, not being a Real experience, this only blinds the ignorant, it will affect and harm much more than the benefit it claims to give to defenseless hearts.

How tiering, how much suffering there is in pretending something that one is not so that others accept you or believe that what one lives is true, but that, if you look at their actions closely, really investigate, you will see beings full of repressed suffering, where a true internal work has not been faced, where behind every false mask of bravery, happiness and holiness, there is cowardice, ego and victimhood.

Nobody has the truth, the Truth is not an object that someone can find, give, show or discover, this is because it will never be an object of perception.

I could give a more drastic example that reflects this, and it is in relation to a butcher shop, a cemetery of hopes and really damaged people, but I will give you a less drastic example, so that you understand to where we have arrived at. Spirituality has become a dose to calm and seek to heal internal things that are difficult to clean. 

If you could look at a graph that compares heroin addiction experiences to spiritual experiences, you could see that they are nearly identical.

You look for your dose yes or yes. And I can understand that there are people who go through drugs and succeed, and learn a lot and become strong in some areas. But that's not why you dedicate yourself like a parrot to preach, invite or teach how to get high, or justify or believe that everyone should go through there to get stronger. And there are many places and people who do this, sell spiritual drugs through manipulation where you can see psychological torture, sexual abuse, abuse of power and a facade of service to others, but only care if they can get something from you for their own benefit.

This is not good, it is not healthy, I assure you that one arrives at a store where you will not get what is promised. There are people who arrive vulnerable, their hearts are good, but they are weak, they are looking for love, connection and belonging, so instead of caring for them, others take advantage of this using spiritual concepts with the promise of awakening if they do what is asked and use this as a tool for the dissolution of the ego. There are many that cowardice won, never did and currently do nothing in circumstances that required courage, to protect and save others from such destructive dynamics.

No one was there to protect those beings who needed love, support and direction. Many saw into the distance and normalized it, shunning themselves from the responsibility of becoming enablers, either directly and indirectly, but who actively participated in the action or in silence, only to let the cancer that the ego created to grow in the invisible, expanding his creation of pain and suffering.

Where is the integrity and righteousness here, the kindness, the values of love, care and protection?

If you realized and dared to investigate how many have died from an overdose, the why, where, when and the things that nobody dares to see and suddenly you saw, how could you agree with something like that or something similar? Or, if you really see and care about everyone's well-being, why don't you do something about it?
 
Imagine what one has to do, what mental juggling one has to create, the degree of denial one has happened within oneself, what stories or narrative one has to tell oneself to accept, to not see and continue to justify these acts of violence disguised as love, joy and peace.
 
The ego becomes more and more sophisticated, not less. Illusion will lead you to more illusion, not less. It will always pull an ace up its sleeve when the moment the Light could enter, so it will invent something that will make sense and reject in one way or another whatever it is that it allows to discover its abode.
 
Many do the same with addiction and experiences of the spiritual and/or magical thinking. Indoctrination, ideologies and beliefs imprison the soul. Like drugs that generate different types of immediate damage and others in the long run do that too yes or yes. Taking someone to a house where the dealer is the one who gives you the syringe and your dose, and making them believe that you are helping them is not good. Many have benefited from this type of business, for money and power, and for other reasons. Tell me, do you think someone wants to see that their ego has been a participant in this type of dynamic? Do you think someone has the courage to realize their mistake and admit that it was wrong? How many people do you think would unfollow those who are the falsest representation of a spiritual ego and its promise that will never be fulfilled?

A blind man who seeks his own interest does not care or feel the consequences of leading another blind man, many do not want to see, and it is understood. But this shows you the evidence of a deep unconsciousness where one comes to narrate his life with stories, ideas, spiritual concepts to face life and they believe the fantasy that their mind tells them so they do not take responsibility and see the harsh reality of their own unconsciousness.

If you realize that you are in a prison, or others are in a prison, and you think that moving from one prison to another is okay, that says a lot about you, it says that you don't really want to be free. The others only show one's prison, not theirs.

If one continues to flirt with the illusory Magic of the ego, it is important to see why, what is behind it that keeps us there and that we continue to justify our behavior? You will not be able to fool yourself for a long time no matter how much you want. The Truth will emerge at some point and reveal where the lie is.

Inquire, discover: where does the lie begin?, where did you decide to believe that the illusion had to do with you? Where, who, for who... does duality or unity exist? Why and what is it that keeps you believing that you have limits? Where is the ego and duality hidden?

All this is happening from you, from the depths of you, you are creating a Wave of Love that will come to heal and clean the false and show the true. Here you can see that the self has not taken vows of non-violence, so his teaching can be very ruthless.

Since the damage that false spirituality has currently done, and on a large scale, this has no name. The suffering this has caused can only be described as butchers of souls. Where the God of Death has disguised himself, the wolf in a sheep, to collect his food.

Therefore, someone who asks you to do something cannot be a Master, he is more like a murderer. The heart comes afflicted, tired, disappointed, hurt... therefore, just keep quiet, do nothing, and everything will heal, everything will become clear.

A Light is coming in the midst of all this fog, where the teaching of Being will touch you, it will be the balm that will touch your heart and fill it with his own Light.

The Self, being free, does not need to fit into pseudo-spiritual forms or structures.

That is why it is vital that you investigate, be humble, ask, search, explore, learn, etc. Don't be naive and take things for granted.

I assure you that if you explore being a True Student... even if you are with the worst of teachers, if you are on a false path or teaching, even if you practice things that only feed the spiritual ego, you will Wake up!

I know that each thing helps us, allows us to grow and discover new things, everyone is on some step in their path, but those who are very close to finding themselves, the non-teaching, the non-message of the Absolute is very different, much more powerful, much more unique.

Imagine a chick before hatching, just before breaking the egg, the circumstances and the happening will be very important. It will require energy, strength, drive, hope, challenge, confidence, courage, a fire never seen before... so that the veil that prevents the new from emerging can be broken, and what is present at that moment can become something old, so a perspective is destroyed and can give way to the new one; there will be a Resurrection.

I can assure you that nothing is really an impediment.

If one does not realize the importance of being a Student, and that this is much more important than finding a Master, it will be useless where and with whom one is.

You could have the Best of Masters, but if you are not the required Student, it will be irrelevant, your awakening will not happen.

If you pay attention, in ancient times and in some countries, there is a very strong recognition of the Master and what he represents. But this is because it reflects that he is a STUDENT of the Self, a container or a tool for the Will of the Supreme. It is magnetic and mysterious because there is no one there. In truth, he is a Student, since he has been reduced to zero, to nothing, so that the Self is the one who manifests himself in his own creation and shows his Reality without separation from him, One where only Love exists.

A Master is only a teacher of being a Student, he teaches that he is a Student, not something else, that reflects his Mastery. It does not mean that he is above anyone, in fact, he reflects more that he is below everyone and everything. His magnanimity reflects the fact that he has been reduced to ashes, he has given his life, his identity, he has given himself completely, he has died in life, it is obvious that he has made all of himself available for the Self to do what he is asked to do, and the one that according to him was, now it has completely disappeared so that the Supreme Void could be revealed as the only Reality.

A Master does not come to teach you anything new, he only shows where the error is that prevents you from seeing yourself for who you are.

The Master exists because of the student's desire, his whole life has been a preparation for the Student's service and his gratitude to this creation demonstrates it by fulfilling that purpose.

The student wants freedom, that is why he creates someone who has gone through similar experiences to be able to support and ensure his self-discovery.

The Teacher does not see the student, he only sees the Self. This is what allows one to see himself for who he is and recognize that there has never been separation or differentiation.

This is how special the Student is to the Self, that is why he sends emissaries of Light to help him remember his place in the Universe.

A Sage or Jnani, or someone who knows Brâhman or the Self, does not decide what to do or not to do, what to say or not to say, whether what he does helps or not, whether it is right or wrong. Since there is no longer any duality or ego, his individuality has disappeared, so he now only does what the Self dictates, fully aware that everything is directed and orchestrated by the Will of the Creator. These actions are of great help to the entire Game, although it seems that this is not the case in the short term or immediately.

An Awakened Soul is testimony to the Freedom of the Incarnate Being, the promise of the possibility of what one can become.

So, for this reason, the attitude, the devotion, the surrender to something greater than oneself makes the Game to begin to change.

I understand that sometimes you do not understand or think you understand what is exposed or the indicators that I give. But in truth, most do not get the simplicity of the Reality of Being, and due to the great love that exists from one Being to another, it shows itself in different ways to facilitate your path and accompany you towards your own maturity.

There comes a point where the game can go to another level, but it is complicated by the things that arise before this, in relation to the clarity and intuition of an increasingly truer game. But here, in these higher or deeper steps, there are more traps than you can imagine and that are almost impossible to see and break free from.

One has to know what the ego and/or the mind really is, where it exists, where it hides, and how it generates everything that exists, from: the good, the bad, the expansion, the recognition, the tranquility, rejection, acceptance, letting go, silence, stillness, staying, leaving, returning... in itself, every quality, attribute, notion and experience arise from his inventions.

'Ego is I, ego is the false being, ego is the self in the most subtle aspect of separation, ego is mind, ego is thought, ego is the one who experiences, ego is duality and illusion, the one who believes, the one who lives, the one that identifies and does not identify, is the one that leaves and returns, the one that rests, the one that explores, ego is the one that defines and conceptualizes, the one that locates and the one that according to what it is and recognizes itself, the self and you, the this and that, the here and now, ego is time, it is the one that names space, ego is the one that perceives, even the ego can disguise itself as love, joy, tranquility and traits of spirituality, ego is maya, ego is something indefinable or observable, ego is what projects everything, that shapeshifter chameleon is the aspect of potentiality and multiplicity, ego is ignorance, false identity, pretense of the real, silence, stillness, the one who names and recognizes, the mischievous child of life, the impostor, the one who pretends to be something that he is not, the magician of illusion, the one who generates distractions so you do not to look for him and discover him, ego is the one who needs something to exist, ego is cowardice, fear and doubt... seen this from the Absolute, all of this is also the Self.'

Therefore, my proposal is to break his spell, and if you want you can do it. If you pay attention to the following it can help you:
Who is the one who watches?
Who is that one behind everything?
Who am I, who is the Self?
Where does the I amness, the awareness of being, come from?

It is an invitation to be willing to discover the fake, even if it seems like a huge task. In the exaggeratedly simple is the Real, but we have grown up complicating everything, that's why we don't understand who we are.

Here, together it is: 'I will be free Yes or Yes.'

You never take no for an answer.

And even so, this game seems to promote someone there, or sometimes it looks worthless, since it seems that one already has the experience that there is no one and this supposes that it is a game with or without a way out. Still keep going, don't give up.

With time you will see that one has not gone out for the subtleties of the lie that is disguised as truth... the way to describe that loop in which many find themselves is like a dog chasing its own tail, right?

It is a way of saying, it seems that one does not go out, it seems that one plays or explores and nothing happens, do you understand me? This is very common, but why is it common? It is common because it is the ego dizzying itself. Because there is still no clarity of discernment and discrimination between the true and the false, between the Real and the unreal.

The false identity still prevails at a deeper and unconscious level. And there it is important to continue, to follow, to surrender, to observe, to challenge, to kneel, to empty oneself... because it is vital to continue dissolving those aspects of the ego that are very thick and difficult to recognize.

Do I explain myself?

Ultimately, that's how it is.

For everyone it is different, but how do you know where you really are in the game, without the ego having created more traps for you; without you noticing?

The only one who sees duality is the ego, the only one who perceives freedom, enlightenment, ignorance is the ego.

The only one who sees parts is ego, the only one who recognizes, justifies, feeds, conceptualizes, positions one and the others is ego.

The only one who plays with awakening, which is experienced as consciousness, with realizing it, with a mission, with helping others, with serving others, with discovering oneself, with being a better person... is ego, pure ego.

The one who according to does not need anyone to wake up, the one who according to what has already transcended everything, the one who is already free, the one who experiences nothingness, unity or emptiness, the one who according to is ready and does not need guidance... What do you think?... Ego, at its most refined game!

After all, in all this and other things that I have not mentioned there is ego.

For the True Game and to go beyond the game, you have to be so ready that it will be the only way out of it.

If you are not mature and ready for your own Self-Realization it will not happen, even if it seems to have happened or is close.

But if you really want it, or seen in another way, you want the True God above all else, and this desire is genuine, then you will have to do whatever it takes to get ready; mature, nurture, water yourself... do everything to ensure that the ego is not winning, do not allow the chains to continue creating or refining. Discover yourself, discover the lie and you will be able to live up to the Game, your Game.

And because of the Love that you have for yourself, because of the desire and the longing to return to your Real home, you continue, however it looks to you.

What is the use of debating, questioning, believing, experimenting, defending, analyzing, comparing... if the attitude is to continue supporting the ego? If the disposition were really to come out of its spell, these attitudes could actually serve you.

I give  or pointers, I speak from different angles. Sometimes it seems that I contradict myself, but it is not like that, sometimes it seems that something does not make sense and it does, you will see that they are simply different points of reference to and from your Infinity. If you listen with your heart and with a true desire for Freedom, you will see that I am only speaking to your full potential and to the emptiness of it.

Hopefully you discover that your own Awakening is your responsibility. No one can give it to you more than yourself.

Awakening or Emancipation has never happened thanks to a technique, a method, a path, a teaching... that has never happened, so it will never happen. Your Freedom is so intimate, so close and immediate, that any proposal for a journey, path or steps to follow is one of the biggest lies there is. And if someone proposes this to you and does not tell you the Truth, it is because there are hidden interests. It's as if you get into a taxi, and it goes around and around because you don't know the way, and it ends up taking you on unknown roads only to charge you more and abuse you.

The same happens with the mirage of an oasis in the desert, one can waste time looking for it and fantasize about having found it. Believing that one is swimming in crystalline waters, when his mind and his consciousness are lost in fantasies, and one can dare to teach from living in an unreal oasis, that's how incredible what happens with Maya's mischievous game. Instead of seeing directly the fantasy that the elements and consciousness create, since the oasis is the hypnotism of creation, you see it for what it is, you don't waste time searching, finding, perpetuating, analyzing, exploring, savoring... something that in itself is a lie from the beginning. Then, once you understand where the blind spot is or the false conclusion, all fantasy and its ramifications disappear in that very instant. By seeing immediately with vision and intuitive understanding what Is and what is not.

You have heard the story of the Pied Piper of Hamelin, so there are circumstances and egos that have that capacity and function in the Theater of Life, attracting others to lead them to the precipice, to perdition.

The Spiritual Game is very similar to, as when the raindrops are about to reach the Sea, right there, in the layer that covers and forms the drop, and when it touches the surface of the Ocean, just before the drop completely disappear to become the entire Ocean, there are all the perspectives and proposals of the Infinite Spiritual Game of Consciousness with all its realities, such as levels, past and future lives, lineages, beings in other universes, chakras, energy... Once that the drop disappears, everything disappears with it and a Still Ocean remains, without movement, devoid of waves and events.

Awakening is so simple and immediate, so close to anyone, so evident that it is simply recognizing the false for the false, there, in the rupture of what is erroneously concluded, is that the Truth automatically shows itself as our unique and indivisible identity, where one Itself Becomes the Self.

I have already mentioned it, True Awakening only occurs in the place where the Self Is, for Itself, from Itself and in Itself. The Selfness of Being without notions, or attributes, happenings, without consciousness and without qualities of any kind. Like the Sun that exists on and for itself. If is not like this, it suggests that the Self needs something or has a lack, which is crazy.

Everything is you. You have created the Master to help you see the things that prevent you from seeing your Freedom. The Master does not teach or give you something new, the Master resides in your experience of Being and he shows you that there is no Master or Student.

When I talk about the Master I'm not talking about a person, I'm talking about that underlying quality in everything that exists, in life, in circumstances, in events, in certain things or events, behind consciousness itself... everything shows the Master in you manifesting, projecting and revealing itself, and all this to guide you.

Due to your genuine desire, you yourself manifest something or someone who speaks your same language or way of experiencing, and who can express what your heart does not know how to translate due to the many veils that exist and help you in your process.

Fascinating that Everything is You and still you reject.

You are the Teacher and the student, and the absence of both.

This Encounter will take place at some point in the Evolution of each person. No one will be able, for long, to hide and escape their destiny. How lucky and how blessed we are, what degree of Love there is from the Self, no matter what, to find us wherever one is. Since the Self is everywhere no matter where one believes that it is not.

Discovering the Master is a preamble to the True One, to the one behind everything, but first you have to be a Student. All this is a mystery, but when death in life comes (when the false identity disappears) it shows itself and you discover the True Master, the Para-Brâhman. Like a Lion hunting for his dinner, there will be no possibility that that one can escape the fate that falls to him. Suddenly, when the Lion has devoured the last of the limitations, you know that this is the one that has dictated everything, and this is the last aspect that makes the wave disappear forever, along with everything it perceived.
 
Freedom or breaking the veil is only by the grace given by the True Master, who is yourself ultimately.
 
It is said that the only thing that can save you from the Teaching of God is the Master, but if you do not surrender to the Absolute, nothing can save you from it.
 
One does not understand the simplicity of our true identity. One has to give everything on his part to really be ready and willing for a Total and Supreme Emptiness, and this is very difficult to happen. Not many can bear it, because it is the destruction of lies. So, they won't get anything, you only see the Truth for what it is and the lie for what it was.
 
This is a huge challenge, since most do so many things to get something or do anything to run away from the possibility of 'The Gathering'. Some want power, control, status, fulfill desires, connection, money, prestige, a mission, help, be a hero, be holy or saint, teacher, receive, feel special, live in peace, connected, be a part of the whole, the idea of serving and helping, being above or below someone, some advantage of some kind... and here you are not going to get any of that.

Obviously, it is difficult to find those who want to Awaken, and much more difficult to find those who have truly broken the veil and are beings free from the game of separation, and much more difficult than that to find someone who can genuinely help you. But there are, and they will come.

In truth there is nothing, there is only the Self without another, without qualities or attributes. It is not Silence, it is not Consciousness, it is not the Supreme... all this describes something, and the True Self is not a something.

Being silent or silence does not show the Reality I am talking about, but they are powerful indicators, as well as doing nothing, since these will shake the structure of the ego and its fantasy.

Impossible to talk about the experience of the Reality of Being, nobody has ever done a good job. It is impossible! We can only help you remember and look at yourself in your own Divinity.

One will pay the bill, yes or yes, although now you do not see the consequences that the ego is ruling. And until you reach that point, the desire for Freedom will not be born.

I hope you see that it is much more important to be a Student than Life constantly trying everything possible to help you, with the quality of the Teacher involved, to lead you towards your Self-realization. The Self is Patient, if you want other things, playing with other things is fine, it will simply allow you until you decide to stop playing, just like a child who loses track of time and suddenly the night comes and the impulse comes to return home with his mom.

A long time ago I came across something that resonated very strongly due to the life experiences I have had, in which the Self is also known as Brâhman; the devourer. Because he does not allow, destroys or dissolves all limits and borders. Because his nature is Total Freedom, all proposal of limitation will be overthrown at some point. This was a source of inspiration and fear at the same time, even so, I took steps, little by little, towards trying to discover the Mystery of my existence.

Brâhman is a name given to the Self, it has many names or describes it in many ways, but it is beyond form, beyond description. So, it is impossible to do a good job. He is the Source of everything, he is everything and he is nothing. Everything dances within him and at the same time this is not so. It is everywhere and nowhere. The Infinity of infinities, the Witness beyond the Beyond, the Being of all beings, its Power lies in the I Am, the Selfness behind existence, it is the basis of everything possible, the platform where the non-manifest and manifest have opportunity to happen. It is beyond time, it seems as if it were space, but it is not, it seems that it is eternal, but it is not, it is what is and what is not, what seems to be, what will be and what could be , includes everything and nothing at the same time, what could have been and what also was, as well as what will be and what could become, the maximum possibility and potentiality and the complete opposite of this, it seems that it is beyond everything, but this is not so, so close and so far, so Real and so mysterious. Perfect and complete in itself, there is nothing other than This One. Without form, without parts, without activity, without some support from another, it stands on itself self-glowing, Effulgent. Without divisions of any kind, he sees nothing, He is the Being All at the same time in Himself, he governs himself, he only sees himself, he exists for himself.

As if you had the point of view of gold, that vision of the substratum of all jewels. So, it could not see anything but Itself. It is the Supreme Knowledge, it is the Existential truth of each one of us, it is the only thing that is Real. Fully Awakened, Immutable, Inconceivable, the Totality, the Singularity, that which is behind Everything…
 
In this Game, the game itself can be your greatest ally or your worst enemy, it depends from whom and where you play it.
 
Being in environments and with like-minded people helps a lot. Being in contact with the Teaching of the Self is invaluable.
 
There can be no greater act of Love than something help you break your chains and show your Freedom.
 
From the perspective of the prison it can be something unloving, judgmental and stormy, even cruel, but there is no act more beautiful than someone or something showing you that you have never had limits and that you are the most beautiful thing there is.
 
The answer to all misery, sorrow and suffering is to break the chains of the ego, there is no other way. The ego is behind the most grotesque and aberrational thing that has and continues to happen.
 
Someone who has lived through the darkness of the ego, and the suffering of spiritual hell knows what I'm talking about. Only someone like this will infinitely appreciate the opportunity to be Free from the game of transmigration, get out of the endless cycle of births and deaths, and transcend the wheel of suffering towards the Realm of the Immortal.

But if you don't know, you can be taught, or if you can't, you can be helped, but if you don't want to or believe that where you are is the goal itself, no one can do anything about it.

Trust in the Self, listen to yourself and stop looking outside and inside, they have nothing to contribute to you in terms of your identity.

It is easy and at the same time it is something huge, but your true Self can face anything, it is always victorious, conqueror of all possibilities, without fear, fierce, with temperance, serene, free, powerful, brave, daring and obscenely triumphant.

Sees, but no one can see it, hears, but no one hears it, it touches everything, but no one can reach it, beyond everything, it is closer than your very existence. His Reality is Total and unique, zero democratic, since only He exists, to say that in truth he is only playing with himself is another of the greatest unknowns, since this is not even so.

The mirror of life does not exist, there is no seeing yourself or others, there are no parts, they or that do not exist, that is why I comment that the analogy of the mirror is useless when there is no one whom it can reflect. There is nothing to see, there is no one to see. The Self will never be able to reflect himself in the mirror, since he will not accept that there are two like himself. There is only ONE SELF.

Maya's mirror of illusion or game is very strong, you can't trust it at all. It is there to pretend things that are not. One could be listening to the closest people and who according to validate and show the path to follow, but it does not mean that because you have feedback from your peers or companions that the Light is the one to. Not because several share the same point of view does not mean that it is true. If not, see a very powerful example that can tell you that what your Universe reflects to you is the most appropriate; Hitler and his followers.

I can assure you that there was the appearance of good intentions, a better common good, and everything pointed towards that. In hell it has also been decorated in search of something better and look what happened. We don't look at the examples of life to see what can cause the fantasy that, when unleashed, the consequences are large-scale.
 
But let's go to the simplicity of where the lie begins and where it can end in one. If there is a reflection, if there is a mirror, if you can see yourself in the reflection of life, this supposes that there are two beings. So, there is your being and the same one that sees itself, that is aware of itself, do you understand where I am going? One that is seen with the help of something else. One who treats or has discovered the other, one who sees it from the outside or another who sees it from the inside cannot be the purest Truth.

Here there is much to discover, because this supposes that there are two selves, one that sees the one that is seen. On the other hand, many feel that there is their own self that wants to discover the Self. This is impossible, since as I have said, there are no two beings, this is something that goes against Unity. There is only one Self, alone without two, and this is not a thing or a something, it will never be able to find or see itself, it will never be an object of perception.

That is why the Self cannot be reflected in something or be seen, recognized, or know what it is, since it would suppose that there are two, which is why it is impossible. Consciousness is the one that proposes all these games and this is the one that is superimposed on Reality, but in the absence of this nothing could exist, and that is where the key lies. There, where the image of the serpent in relation to the rope is broken, is where it is shown that there is only the ONE without aggregates.

Someone seeing himself is madness, a phenomenon seen by someone else only confuses and promotes duality where it has never existed.

There is only one Being, there cannot be a second anywhere.

To enter or discover the Reality of the Being, one has to break the knot or the layers that prevent discovering the Truth. This knot of individuality is touching and arising from the edge of the Abyss, its illusory nature resembles the Source, but it is not the Source. So, it's not very easy to discern. The threads, shells, or envelopes of experience that make up the Knot are consciousness-time-space-name-form-mind. Once this is broken, that which appeared to be the Self, due to its likeness, begins to destroy the fantasy and the result is Reality.

That is why the proposal of the Game of Supreme Emptiness or Nothingness, since it does not accept anything, if not, it would no longer be Void, there would be something. This is the only thing that comes close to what It is without qualities and attributes, and yet it is not that either. But I mean, it's close enough.

The world of the senses and illusion is strong, so one has to prepare for what is out there and especially in the traps inside. All this will make you Strong, which is a requirement to break the chains of the one who has kidnapped you, that invisible villain.

You are the Self, in your sense of Existing beyond the cognitive is the Self Itself. Behind your I Am is the I AM or AM-NESS of the Self. In you is the door to Salvation and Freedom, just as in you is the prison that you have created for yourself and from which you do not want to escape. If you are not doing everything possible for your Freedom, that says rather you have accepted slavery, being a servant and a puppet.

My words are not empty or hollow of concepts, living experience of things that I have been through and many other things that I do not wish on anyone. This is why of the message, because I know that there are many who need something so they let the Light in and that something touches their heart in the depths. Do whatever it takes to get out of the networks of unconsciousness and discover the Infinite Being that you are. I assure you that it is Real and all this is not a fantasy, that the promised land exists and that anyone can find it.

You are more than what you have been led to believe and what you have believed. Your Beautiful and Infinite nature is required, your Awakening is the key to Everything. Be a Lion, be a Lioness, discover your roar, stand in yourself in what you are, what you have always been. Allow your Transformation to be an example of your deepest Love, do not be afraid to die among your own ashes, be reborn stronger and wiser like the Phoenix Bird.

I ask life that you can see that there is nothing but yourself, that you are given the experience that you are absolutely everything, from the highest to the lowest and nothing at the same time, that you can be given the sacred vision of your Beauty and that the Self shows itself as the only Reality. That your place in your Kingdom be taught to you, that the lie succumbs, that the false disappears and you remain alone in Yourself being. May your life be a symphony of the greatness of Love, may your presence be an invitation to the simplicity of existence. May your example and your light touch the deepest fibers of existence.

If you explore all that I have shown you, if you look carefully at the drawn map, and you yearn to truly awaken, welcome that Imposing Supreme and Total Void, you will see that it will swallow you alive, do not fight, do not use life preservers or crutches. Let yourself be devoured, drop everything, absolutely everything; your identity, everything you have lived, what you experience, what you understand... since in the next adventure nothing can help you, in fact, everything gets in your way.

Incredible, that all this is due to a small identity error.

Once the last vestige of limitation and false identification with the false disappears, when the consciousness of individuality in its subtlest aspect as the knower, the known and the process of knowing disappears, and these are recognized as elements and aspects of illusion, you will see that it is beautiful and delicious to be devoured by the Self. There you discover that you become That very thing that swallows you. This is the union of the individual with the Absolute, the self with Reality, the loss of the ego in the Real Self, the destruction of falsehood and the achievement of Truth.

So, this is the end of a cycle that needed to be closed to make way for the next one. 

I say goodbye, I kneel and bow before you; to the Beloved longed for by all. 

The adventure continues, but it takes me to other horizons, to other paths, to other Kingdoms to discover. 

Blessings, praises, thanks for this adventure and for everything lived, songs to the Student, to the Disciple Worthy of Himself; the living example of the Love of Being in all its splendor. 

And above all to the True Master, the ParaBrâman, the giver of Freedom, the one who bestows everything sacred and pure, that without him none of this could have happened. 

All of myself at his command. AMEN!"

Sarkhân

Final Satsang – Closing the Cycle

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